Love sickness

Chapter Eleven

    It was the weekend, I had to work today which I didn't want to do, but it would give me a chance to see if I could find anything else about what Trevor said to me at the dance.
    What he said kept replaying in my head ' your being ', what am I being? Why did Quinn have to come over at the worst part? I knew something was going on, but I didn't want to believe it, now I truly know something's going on.
    At breakfast everyone talked about the dance, but Trevor he sat there being quiet.
    " by the way Vivian your dress, was glowing " Samuel smiled.
    " thank you " I smiled, him and Leila were sitting beside each other.
    " Leila how was dancing? " I asked.
    She looked over at Samuel and smiled.
    " it was good " Samuel answered.
    " oh " Blake said looking over at them.
    " I sense a relationship brewing " Winny smiled.
    " we don't know anything yet " Leila said.
    " ok well tell us when you do " Quinn said.
    " Vivian are you working today? " Trevor asked.
    " yeah I am why? " I asked.
    " just wanted to know " he smiled and went back to being quiet.

    I walked down the hallway at 2:00, " how was your first dance last night? " Dave asked.
    " it was good " I smiled.
    " that's good, well see you before dinner " he smiled.
    " bye " I smiled back, once he was gone I went to camera history.
    I looked up Vivian Wayright.
    I saw photos, videos, documents, my birth certificate. I clicked on the first one.
I started to read threw it.
Today Vivian Wayright was born, her parents Lola and Derek Wayright, she's one of the special ones, the ones that will never feel love, she might think someone is attractive, but never feel love towards them. Were getting the hospital to run blood tests to see if this is all ture, more will be updated tomorrow.
My heart stopped, I continued to look.
It's true she's one of the special ones, we are now starting activity watch tomorrow and everyday after that. Today her parents were taken away, Vivian and her brother Jack will now be watched by her aunt.
I couldn't finish reading, I looked threw photos, there were photos of my aunt taking me and my brother to the park, of us at the mall, of me at school.
Photos of my parents.
Today Vivian is being taken to The Hole, we need to see how she will act with people who have felt love, to see if she will start acting the same way. I know she's going to have a hard time leaving her brother, but her new friends will welcome her, even Quinn she knows the most about all of this because Trevor found out about it when he was working hopefully she never finds out about any of this.
Everyone knows about this, everyone knows i'm being tested, that's what Trevor was going to say ' your being tested ', but he was cut off.
First I was sad and now i'm angry, people I thought to be my friends have lied to me and Quinn was making them lie, at least Trevor was going to tell me the truth.
How all these years so many people have been watching me how did I not know.
Today we found out a new discovery about Vivian, if we can find her and keep her in one place for days, we can take her blood and give it to people so they don't feel love at all, we just found a cure to this sickness no one's ever going to love again.
I sat back in the chair, i'm the cure to love, I can stop everyone from feeling loving, I need to leave this place right now.
I looked to see if I could find a exit, I went to the camera that was down hallway 400 and 600 at the very end of the hallway there was a door that said lock door when done with use, and a big exit sign right above it. I now understand why this hallway is off limits.

I got up right when Dave got back, I said nothing to him, I just got up and left, I walked into the Eating Hall.
" hey are you ok? " Leila asked.
" i'm great " I lied.
" are you sure you look a little mad " Samuel said.
" why would I be mad, there's nothing to be mad about now is there, or should I be mad about something? " I asked looking over at Quinn.
" why, you looking at me? " she asked.
" no reason, just should I be mad? " I asked.
" no, because there's nothing to be mad about " she said.
" that's right nothing to be mad about " I said taking a deep breath then finished eating.
I had my hand on the bench, I felt something go on top of it, I looked over to see Trevor's hand on mine.
" are you sure your ok? " he whispered, I nodded my head and smiled.

I sat on my bed, Quinn walked into the room, " hey, Quinn if I asked you a question you would tell me the truth, right? " I asked.
" of course, why do you need to ask something? " she asked.
" no I was just wondering " I said.
" as long as everything's ok " she smiled.
" yeah everything good " I smiled back as she walked into the bathroom.
She walked back out in her pajamas, " how was the Control Room today? " she asked sitting down on her bed.
" it was good, I looked at the outside room, that's what i'm calling it now " I smiled.
" cool, i'm sorry that you can't go back and see it, I just don't want to getting hurt " she said.
" don't worry I understand, but i'm not feeling that well so I think i'm just going to go to bed " I smiled, after I laid down I rolled over and looked at the wall.
" good night " Quinn said.
" night " I said.