Weak.

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It makes me want to laugh on my pathetic self,

at how I still remember your name,
how I still remember the way you laughed,
at how I still can't forgive you,
how I still get angry when I see you out there,
happy and smiling,
knowing that you don't deserve that.

I hate myself even more,
knowing that I can put an end to it.
to your smiles and your joy,
and I really really should.

but I don't.
because I can't.

Even if I want to,
I'm not that strong.

and

I.hate.that.

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