I'm coming back.

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what am I doing? where am I?
who's that shadow waving me goodbye?

what day is it? what's the time?
my heart's numb and
I'm out of my mind.

everyone's rushing having the time of their lives,
and I'm here stuck replaying
obscene memories of back in time.

I'm sorry.
so sorry for failing you.
sorry for not being the sister that you wanted
I'm sorry for not molding
into the perfect daughter that you wanted
One who's perfect even when she's crying.

Understood now that I'm living a broken dream,
some things don't change unless someone takes a first step and
I'm so lost that it's hard to come back
It's all in black and white here.
but I'll be fighting till my last breath.
So please wait for me,
I've found my colours and
i've drawn my own lines

So hold a little,
give me some time.

I'm coming back,
I've realised this war isn't ever gonna end

so i'm going to fight
with my allies.

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