Why?
Why do I live like this ?
this constant fear of people judging me?
feeling anxious all the damn time
I Imagine their eyes
on every move that I make.
Feeling like I'm inferior than others,
like I don't deserve a thing.
so much unnecessary guilt and shame,
its killing me slowly
I'm crawling in my own skin.
wearing clothes that cover and hide me full,
trying to cover every fault and scar on my body
It don't feel so good.
Faking so many smiles,
questioning my worth every damn time,
doubting my decisions,
second guessing the words that come out of my mouth,
overthinking all the time.
God, I'm so fucking tired of this feeling,
It just doesn't go away
no matter how hard I try,
I'm back at square one every other night.
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Silence and Sins
PoetryNone of us are the same. Every mind different, Every body different, Every soul different. but funny isn't it, that yet here we are, Agreeing. Feeling. Knowing. Understanding. Just what those lines mean, written by a single person. because we've...
