21 | Dear Fear

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Yeah, hello everyone

I was tagged by JxhnPxlJxnes to write a letter to one of my emotions — so i chose fear...

Dear fear,

I've known you for so long. I know how important you are for us, people, that you teach us how to remain careful and avoid the Unknown, the danger.

But there is too much of you — your mission was to save us, keep us alive, and it turned out you bring us down more, or should I say me?

I'm so sorry for this, but the truth needs to be told right in your face, yeah?

You just... *crossed, messy words* do you know? Do you know? I fear to speak to my closests ones, I fear to move, I fear to do anything, because there is too much overthinking, too many visions of catastrophe, which leads me to the point where my mind is just too tangled.

I fear my own thoughts.

I fear to be happy nowadays because I doubt there is a happiness that can't be destroyed for me. All because of you.

*More crossed words* Get your shit together, do your job better, don't lurk in the worst corners of people's mind, fuck.

You should make us fear death, not life.

Your dearest,
Anaria

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Yeah, that was edgy xd

But I just let it out for 3 minutes so yeah. Fear is one of the shittiest emotions

Aand I tag everyone that wants to do it idk

On the contrary, my day was pretty good!

On the contrary, my day was pretty good!

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Not as good as this photo though

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Buy me a Corgi?? Please??

I had Wish You Were Here stuck in my head for the entire day, but I can't really mind (that good kind of song 💜), because I love Pink Floyd so v much and... Shit, I need to listen to their entire discography before Waters' concert. Yes.

Ghahaha, I ship Roger Waters x Rick Wright so much, dunno even why

~

I'm going to sleep, so goodnight/day/five-year plan/anything 🌼

~Anaria

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