One-Shots (Aphmau yaoi ships)

Zanvis (Bully...)

This is a one shot but also a message to the people who are reading this.

Please read the A/N at the end
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Zane stood at the top of the stairs in his high school afraid to go to the first floor where he always ran into his bullies. Either way he was going to run into his bullies. They walked up these stairs to get to their next class, if that was actually where they were going. Zane walked down the stairs slowly. His legs hurt because of the exercised he did at gym yesterday. He tried to walk faster but his legs were stopping him. He limped his way to the cafeteria. He was stopped by a book hitting his face. His face hit the lockers as well. His ass hit the ground making a loud 'Thump' sound getting the attention of most people. He rubbed this face hit from the book while his forehead was bleeding from the lockers. One of the witnesses were Travis who watched in horror. Three people came up to Zane. Gene, Zane's main bully also Dante's brother. Zenix, one of Genes henchmen. And of course Sasha, the meanest girl in school followed up by Ivy, you don't want to cross her. Zane looked at them with a glare forming. He didn't want to show he was scared. Gene just picked him up and started to physically abuse him. Students gathered around watching the 'show'. Some recorded it for entertainment while others ignored it. Travis ignored it. He walked to the cafeteria pretending not to have heard or seen anything.

Once the abuse was over the students left. Gene, however, wasn't done yet.

"You pathetic Zane. I don't know why you bother living. No one clearly loves you. Your all alone." Gene snickers.

"I do have people who love me!" Zane yelled back getting a slap across the face from Sasha.

"Oh yea who?" Gene chuckled.

"My brothers." Zane said.

"Oh yea? Where are they now then?" Gene asked pretending to look around.

"Oh I saw them! They walked past here as if nothing was happening. Or maybe it their friends who pressured them into leaving and abandoning you." Zenix said snickering.

Zane looked away. He knew no one loved him but he can't have Gene control him just like that. He didn't want Gene to see his weak side. They soon left and Zane got up and off the ground limping his way to the bathroom. He took out his handkerchief and washed it. He drained all the water out leaving the handkerchief damp. He started to dab the handkerchief over his wounds and wiping away his blood. Zane smiled at himself in the mirror. He wish he could see a man he was proud of but even himself wished to die. Believe it or not but he actually tried suicide but God was always on his side and kept him alive. He tried to overdose, he tried to suffocate himself, drown himself, too much blood lose but nothing worked. He started self harming. He would pinch his skin out of habit from when he was first bullied. It drove him crazy but now it became a routine in his life. And no one would help him. Zane no longer cried as he found it worthless. Why cry? No one would care anyway. Was his way of thinking. The words Gene spat always got to him but he pretended it didn't in front of Gene but the act is staring to break. The bathroom door creaked open and in came the white haired albino. Travis walked far away from Zane with his head low. Zane was pinching his arms unnoticeably. His eyes wide as he looked himself in the mirror. Zane has carved a word in his arm which he always reopened by pulling his skin apart with his bare hands. His wound started to close and he started to pull at it. Travis watched confused at what he was doing. Travis didn't want to admit be fell in love with this bullied man. He continued to watch Zane. Zane caught him looking and pulled his sleeves down causing more suspicion. Travis faked leaving the bathroom and watched what Zane would do. Zane started to pinch his skin again. Part of his wound started to show causing Travis to feel scared yet worried for Zane. Zane took out a few pills he stole from his dad. He had trouble sleeping. Zane didn't he just didn't like sleeping. Zane opened the pill bottles and poured the whole thing in his mouth causing Travis to finally start to act. He ran toward zane making Zane's dull eyes to fill with light. Travis made Zane spit the pills out. And Zane did as Travis forced it out. Zane started to teach which caused Travis to worry. All he did was hug Zane close to his body. He started to rock the traumatized boy. He couldn't pick Zane up right now. Even Travis was scared and his legs were shaking. However the bathroom for opened and four males started to call out for Travis.

He looked at the males to find them all staring at Zane and Travis shockingly. Garroth and Vylad looked at their boyfriend angrily with tears prickling at the corners of their eyes.

"You said it was nothing!" Vylad yelled at his boyfriend who stared in shock.

"You said it was a harmless joke!"

"You said he would be fine!"

"You promised he would be fine!" Vylad yelled angrily scolding both Laurence and Dante.

Laurence tried to talk to Garroth but Garroth slapped his hand away.

"My brother is breaking over here and you are trying to protect me by hurting me." Garroth said clearly angry.

Both brothers of Zane came and helped me pick up Zane who was still in his traumatized state. We took him to the nurses office with the blunette and brunette following behind looking at the ground. I places him on the bed and all he was doing was pinching himself and trying to open his wound. What I did was roll up his sleeves to look at the wound.

"Useless"

was written out. There were mini cuts along side it.

"Zane..sh. I'm here. I'll always be right here." Travis comforted which caused Zane to tear up.

"I wanna die..I wanna die." Zane repeated.

"No Zane. You don't wanna die. Your brothers love you. I..love you."

"I-I wanna..wanna die?" Zane tried.

"Are those really your words Zane?" Zane shook his head 'no' cause lung Travis to frown.

"I..I.. Want to live.." Zane said.

Travis smiled and started to tend Zane's wound. Zane fell asleep after awhile and Vylad and Garroth were outside scolding their boyfriends.

Travis' POV

From that day on I protected Zane. Getting hit a few times but I helped Zane's with his thoughts and problems. His self harming habit started to go away and I would help him. He tried really hard but he would still pinch himself a few times. Less than before. Zane started staying with me. His parents wanted someone who would be able to watch him 24/7 and since I was in most of his class I was an option. Aphmau was in his remaining classes I wasn't in and to my surprise she agreed on helping. Zane would get small panic attacks but other than that he's happier than before. I even asked him out which caused him to cry tears of joy. He was happy living with be but he still had doubts that he deserved to live and if I actually loved or asked him out of pity. I of course would get angry and sad at his thoughts but what I supposed to expect. He's been through a lot and I don't want to hurt him anymore. I would reassure him and calm him down. Gene soon stopped bullying Zane after Dante talked to him. I'm glad I was able to be there for Zane. I love him so much.
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A/N: Hello my musical notes. I know bullying is still an issue and some of you actually are going through it right now. And some are even thinking of suicide. In my school I watched a film where two people did a bully video. One pretended to be the bully while the other was the bullied. You will not believe what happened. Most people ignored it and walked away. Some even recorded it. Only a few helped. Don't helped the bully. If you help the bully you are encouraging the bully to do it more. If you ignore it you are telling the bully it's okay. If you help..you are saving a life. Be a hero and save a life. It will be difficult but it will be worth it. If you are thinking of suicide please know that there are people who love you out there. Even if you don't think there are. If it seems impossible that no one loves you. One person in this world will at least love you and do anything to protect you. Wha I'm trying to say is...

Wether you are bullied, bully or witness. Do something. Help save a life. Think about if it was you. If you were bullied..and no one would help you.

Thank you for listening and reading. I actually know someone suicidal and I tried everything to help her. Although none of my words came through to her and she still kept trying to cut I didn't stop because I knew I wouldn't do anything. She needed a friend who is there for her and I wanted to be that friend. When I was in 6th I helped a friend who got sexually harassed and her boyfriend wasn't there to protect her. He was dangerously close to kissing her and I put my arm in the way pushing him away from him and my crush was even there to watch the scene. He didn't do anything and walked pass. I hurt my wrist that day but I didn't care because I was glad to have helped a friend. She thanked me and the boy never bothered her again. Please be someone to help and if you are that someone we need more people like you.