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I stood in the

Darkness,

Creating clouds

Only with my

Suffocated breaths.

My fingers trembling

In their cocoon

Of flesh as I

Gaged on

sentiments.


The words danced in

My mind, driving my

Thoughts closer to

Insanity.


Keep them out,

You can't afford

To let them win

Again.


Think of the

Happiest moment

In my life before

I realised I can never

Be that happy

Again.


Don't remember

How my fingers

Shook like jittering

Children given

Too much candy

On Hallowe'en

As I wrote the

Letter I thought

Would be my last --

My last complaint

With this cruel world

While streams stained

My tortured skin.


Forget the screams that

Clawed out of my throat

When that boy stole

My innocence the

Night of my seventh

Year of being alive.


Ignore that time,

Buried deep into

My memories,

When Mother cursed

My very existence

For consuming her

Pills in hopes of

Turning those paper

Cranes into suicide notes.

She didn't know

How sorry I was

That I felt like this

After everything she'd

Done just to ensure

I would never be...

Like this...


I'm sorry, I'm sorry--

I'm sorry I can't handle

This any longer.


Please.

Try to remember

The times I didn't

Crave oblivion.

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