Love You More Than This (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Why did Niall come to me?

"Please Harry, just get

out and go hang out with

Liam I'm not in the mood to talk about this

right now. Especially since you damaged me this

afternoon. To me right now you're cynical and

shunned so get out. Please." I whispered.

That twinkle that I always see in his emerald

green eyes was deceased, for right now it no

longer existed. He hung his head down low and

dragged his feet out of my room. I couldn't take it

anymore, I break down completely. My knees feel

weak, my heart is shattered and my mind is going

insane. I fall on the ground and form into a ball. I

bring my knees up to my chest and let my tears

escape my eyes slowly.

I know I've said this a lot now but where's

my mom when I need her? I don't have any advise

from a motherly figure whatsoever. Not even

Anki could help me resolve this problem that

was meant only for a mother. You're probably

thinking I could go to liam but in reality I

can't. He's there for me for everything but these

guy problems. If I tell my brother anything about

his best friend he will probably disown him for

the rest of his life. I surely don't want to do that to

both harry and liam.

I wonder what my parents would be saying

right now if they saw me like this. With swollen

eyes from shedding tears to much, with messy hair

that I just put up in a bun and with bags under my

eyes from the lack of sleep every night. Not even

Harry can fix me right now. All I want to do is be

in the arms of my mom and the grasp of my dad

while he lulled me to sleep. I want to be normal

again, I want to have my life back because this life

that I'm living right now blows.

After about what seemed like 2 hours, I

decided to get up off my bed and go downstairs

and eat something because I haven't put food in

my body since Anki and I went to the mall. I walk

downstairs not really caring what I look like and

walk into the garage to get some milk from our

second fridge. I decided to just make a banana

milkshake instead of eating. I gather up the milk,

bananas, cinnamon, ice, chocolate quick and the

sugar. I threw them into the blender and mix all

the ingredients together. I gathered one cup and