Love You More Than This (Harry Styles fanfiction)

What a day!!!

Valerie called my down

for dinner, I hadn't eaten

anything since last night so I decided to go down

and put some food in my system. I kicked the

covers off my warm body and put my slippers on.

We both walked down the stairs talking about

random girl things, she still doesn't know I want to

go home. Once we got into the kitchen, she walked

over to the dinner table and sat down then patted

the seat next to her. I took a seat next to her

trying to sit as formal as possible. My aunt carried

the bowl of macaroni salad and the streak and put

it in the center of the kitchen. My uncle Dallas got

the bowl of macaroni salad then passed it around

the table, doing the exact same thing with the

steak. I didn't want to be rude but my cousin's

family was pretty awkward. If I was at my house,

Lia and I wouldn't wait patiently for the food

to come to us, we would go to the food. I twirled

my fingers underneath the table until the food

came to me. I got a small portion and gently put it

on my plate, giving the bowl to Dallas. I looked

around the table and saw my cousins eating with

a knife so I suppose I needed to do the same. We

ate in silence, everybody might think it was a

peaceful silence but I thought it was awkward and

uncomfortable. The only thing that could be heard

was the China clinking together.

I was the first one to get up from the table.

They all stared at me as I got up and moved my

plates into the sink. With my head down, I slowly

walked toward the small hallway that lead to the

stairs then I got a bag of chips from the mini

kitchen and walked back into the room. I would

definitely take snow over sun any day, just as long

I was with Harry and Liam. Nobody came into

my room that night to see if I was doing better or

worse, seems to me like they didn't really care.

Friday

I got ready for this so-called date which I had with Brandon. I

wouldn't really call it a date since I don't like him

that way and we are just hanging out. I didn't

bother getting ready, we were probably just going

to sit on that bench again or actually go into the

water this time. I didn't get ready until 3 p.m.and by

the time I was done it was already 6p.m. and Brandon