But that you can learn to love again...
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The mind numbing feeling
Keeps pulling at me
My anxiety is burning
Suffocating me
Two siblings gone today
Not to normal circumstances
Much to my dismay
As I give them sideway glances
Father moves out shortly
And I will miss him greatly
They have had a family since Dad was forty
Sarah, Trenton, Amaya, Livy, Katie
Splitting a family up
In my eyes is wrong
Like a dog from a pup
A melody, with no song
The days move by quickly
Until they are no more
They make me feel quite sickly
As I walk out the door
We will never be the same
And even though I know
There is no happiness without pain
I feel sad when we go
The pillars on which my family stood
Have long since crumbled
Gone like ashes of burnt wood
Blissfully flying away, humbled
If only I was blessed
With such ignorance
I could only guess
That I would had, had a chance
Alas fate is not so kind
It does not grant me that relief
In my contract, I am bind
Against will or belief
Till the day I am free
I can not stop thinking
My eyes will always see
Even when I'm blinking
The images are burnt
In my mind imprinted
They are always being turned
As my brain has hinted
My love for my family runs deep
Tangled in my very veins
Running through where I keep
The worst of my hidden pain
I miss them more than words can say
More and more
With everyday
I miss them down to my core
And even then
More and more....
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Sad Souls
ПоэзияThings I never had the courage to say aloud but wrote down instead, hoping that one day another soul like myself would come across it; hoping that someday someone could relate and be able to say 'I am not alone.' ♡Poetry♡ (Cover wasn't drawn by me)
