Never Be Alone: Book One

Chapter 17: Miss Them

Everyone goes through something that can destroy you mentally and physically.

Being abused is one of those things.
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Looks of shock were seen all over the room, one of which was Cameron's. Suddenly he stood up and made his way over to me, standing in front of me I could see the tears evident in his brown eyes, he pulled me into a hug, as I sobbed into his shirt holding him tightly.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I wanted to wait until we were home." I said as we finally pulled apart. Cameron shook his head at me and smiled brushing my tears away with his thumbs.

"I always knew there was a connection that I felt when we first met, I felt drawn to you I felt like you were the missing piece I had felt all those years. I always wondered why you looked so much like me and mom." I couldn't help but sob harder.

"All this time I was with my twin sister. As yet I had no idea." I was engulfed in another vine crushing hug. Then I felt it get bigger as everyone-stood up and  joined into a huge group hug. We all stayed like that for a few minutes before we all dispersed.

"Cam?"

"Yes?"

"Do you think I could meet Mom, and Sierra?" Cameron smiled and hugged me tighter.

"Of course let me just get my keys and we'll go." He walked out along with everyone else besides Shawn. He came up to me when no one else was around, he captured my lips into a breath taking kiss, it was very brief and was beautiful.

"What was that for?" Shawn simply shrugged his shoulders and cupped my face with his hands.

"You are incredible, you are the strongest person I have ever met and that's only one out of the million of reasons why I love you." My heart must have exploded, because Shawn seems to have made it stop beating, before I could respond Cameron came around the corner, telling me that it was time for us to go, kissing Shawn goodbye after Cameron walked away I followed him to his car.

We began driving and it was in a blissful silence until Cameron spoke up drawing my attention to him.

"So you and Shawn huh?" I was shocked how did he...

"I saw the kiss and I heard the 'I love you's'. But don't worry I'm happy for you and honestly I was rooting for Isawn." I look at him and laugh slightly.

"That's the worst ship name I've ever heard. But thank you for the support, please don't tell the others we don't want anyone to know until after break. Which may be hard to do but we just want everyone to be in a good state of mind when we tell them, you know." Cameron smiled and nodded his head, suddenly his eyes were then clouded in darkness.

"You know I came to visit you when you were in the hospital. I talked to you when you were in the coma, this realization that we have just made, means that if Shawn had been to late I would've lost my twin sister I didn't even know about until now. I can't even imagine, a world with out you in it." I could feel my tears spilling out once more.

"I couldn't handle it, anymore Cameron. The abuse, the depression, me finding out I was adopted, and the realization that they didn't want me. It was to much, I was so ready to say goodbye. I knew everyone was going to be crush but I couldn't stand to be broken anymore." Cameron said nothing so I continued.

"I wrote you a letter you know. It was my final goodbye letter." He glanced at me for a brief moment his glassy eyes focused on the road as he tried to keep himself together.

"What did it say?" He asked making my eyes water even more as I attempted to remember what I wrote.

"Cameron,