The rest of the night consisted of Jessica taking care of me even though I told her I was fine . that didn't stop her from babying me not that I'm complaining . now I'm feeling much better . ok so that was a lie but at least I'm not throwing up anymore . which is good .
We're currently walking to school after me having to beg j to just let me go to school . I mean i didn't particularly want to go but id rather go to school then stay home with him . I was fine but obviously she thought differently . its not even that big of a deal but whatever , j will be j .
We reach the school and as always the whispers start up . seriously its not the end of the fucking world here . I groan , me and j parting ways as I make my way to my locker . i put in the combination and gather whatever shit it is I'll need for my classes today . I shut my locker and am surprised I haven't been slammed into it yet . whatever I won't question it .
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The rest of the day is pretty lame . I'm surprised nothing bad has happened yet . no Chris . no zayn no no-
"hey Liam !" shit fuck why . I jinxed it . I don't even turn around I just continue walking . I know he's following me but jesus why can't he just leave me alone for once .
"Liam" he repeats only this time I can feel his breath right on the back of my neck . I stop abruptly and turn around glaring slightly .
"what " i whisper . I've never really been much to talk that's why when I do I whisper . and plus I'm just to fucking messed up I'm terrified that if I'm to lad I'll get hit .. like at home .
He puts his hands up in surrender chuckling slightly . jesus zayn is so gorgeous . I've never noticed before but he really is . with this perfectly styles raven colored hair and his eyes are what get me the most . their like ... I can't even explain it . no! I scold myself . shaking those thoughts from my head I look down at my old converse and wait for what he has to say .
"Liam" he whispers trailing off . ok if this is about the bruises I might as well leave . but I don't for some reason . I just stand there looking at my shoes while zayn seems to be thinking of what to say next .
"what happened Liam ?" he questions . I just shrug because what else is there to say . I can't tell him the truth . he might hit me for being a queer or something . the last thing I want is for zayn to hate me .
"fine come here" he says making a move to grab my arm only I flinch away . he sighs and gestures for me to follow . when his back is to me I follow biting my nails nervously . it recently became a habit after everything that's happened . we end up outside and he leads me to the football field . immediately I sit in the middle of the field completely forgetting about zayn for a while .
He clears his throat but I don't care . I need to relax right now . so much shit has been piled up that I need to take a minute . I lay on my back arms and legs spread out . I missed doing this . closing my eyes I take a couple of deep breaths and I slowly feel myself calming down . I open my eyes slowly only to see zayn staring down at me from his position .
I groan out loud this time . did he see I was having a moment . "what do you need" I asked quietly returning my attention to the clouds floating by .
"to know what happened . was it Chris again ?" he asks his voice slightly raising at the mention of Chris . I just shrug again . he shouldn't care so why should I tell him . I just look up at the clouds and get lost in my own little perfect world for a while .
I don't know how long we've been here but zayn hasn't stopped asking and by this point I don't even bother shrugging as a response . he eventually sighs and lays down too . his hands resting on his stomach as he looks at the clouds too .
"that one looks like a duck" he says after a moment of silence pointing at the cloud . i follow his finger and see that yes, it does look like a duck . I look around and find one that looks like a fish . pointing my finger zayn looks and laughs softly . oh god I could've melted right then and there . I try my hardest to keep the smile from showing but I fail .
"that one looks like ... an elephant" he points to one that looks nothing like a elephant . I snort and look at him I confusion . he laughs again before shaking his head at me smiling up at the sky .
After minutes of silence he speaks again "I didn't know your sister was Jessica". How can people not I mean same last names , we don't look that much different . I shrug again not bothering to answer because really what am I supposed to say .
After that we just laid there for a while . I never thought I'd be lying in the middle of a football field with zayn . out of all people zayn . he's so nice and he has friends yet he chooses to pay attention to some nobody like me . it doesn't make sense but I won't question it . I'll just enjoy the little time I'll have with him .
My phone buzzes in my pocket and I take it out seeing that Jessica texted asking where I am . I sit up and zayn does the same . I text back saying I'll meet her at the doors before standing up . zayn doing the same .
"hey I uh I'll see you later Liam " he says giving me a small smile before jogging back into the school . he's so gorgeous why must he do this to me . I sigh before walking back into the school and to the front where j is patiently waiting . as I reach her she links our arms together and leads the way to the house .
Today was surprisingly a good day for Liam . even if he didn't speak to zayn much it was nice just having him there . his presence alone just makes Liam slightly happier . maybe this is good for him .. maybe zayn will be a good thing for Liam . a smile makes its way onto liams face as he continues walking with Jessica .
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[It's currently 1 am and I decided "hey why not upload a chapter ?" I'm sorry if this sucks but let me know what you think so far . I know its kinda shit but i promise it'll get better . i hope . anyways goodnight my wonderful people . i'll try to upload chapters as much as possible . thanks for reading I love you lots x]
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FanfictionNo one know what's happening at home to Liam. No one sees how much he hates himself. No one sees how friendless and alone he really is. Until zayn comes along. Will he help Liam get better and feel good about himself? Or will he only make things wo...