Without You

*36*

"Mnet is really messing out with the wrong fandom." Taeyeon muttered against her breath as her finger scroll over the screen again and again.

The hashtags that has been trending in Twitter and Instagram for these 3 days.

#RedVelvetDeserveBetter

#SNSDDeserveBetter

#EXODeserveBetter

She can't say anything when SNSD and herself doesn't get any award. It is obviously because of her own controversy, and Mnet is surely don't want to face any risk just for giving them an award.

It makes her to be more guilty, but yeah. Life need to be continued. Her family, her friends and SNSD members encourage her a lot for these three days.

She wants to watch the live, but thinking about what Mnet has did to her hoobaes, she hold herself back.

She surely will not adding the viewers of the live stream.

Walking to the kitchen, she is hesisated to eat since her comeback is coming.

But not until her eyes landed on the packet of ramyeon, and it ended up boiling in the pot.

Bringing the pot to the table in front of the television, she makes herself comfortable before grabbing her chopsticks to enjoy her supper.

Chewing it hungrily, she completely forget about her comeback which is held on this 3 upcoming weeks.

Being a normal person she is, she once again grab her phone and unlock it with her fingerprint casually.

Her fingers automatically pressed on the discover button, scrolling through all the trending feeds.

Her eyes quivers, her body tensed up as her finger slowly let go of the chopsticks.

A/N : My gallery is not helping at all, and Baekhyun's crying picture is missing!! :'(

The picture of him crying while trying hard to stop the flowing tears,

He never breaks down this bad in front of public.

"What happened?" She asked her confused self.

Not too hard, she found a video that already answered her question.

"Uljima, exo-l, we already win this big award so don't cry."

That's Byun Baekhyun that she knew, always thinking of anyone else before himself.

She can't help to wonder how could Baekhyun become this matured for these 6 years.

From the cute chick trainee until this handsome responsible idol.

Sighing, she wonders how is him now, maybe cheering Chanyeol and Kai up behind the stage? Or crying silently at the hidden spot?

She had an urge to fly to Hong Kong right now in this moment, but it will never happened. Her schedule is full tomorrow.

They must have been back at their hotel by this time, aren't they?

Glancing onto her phone that she grip tightly since then, she asked herself if she could call him or not.

She is afraid that he is spending his broken time with his members, and her call will distracting her.

There, an image of panting boy running to her dorm everytime she is totally crashing down flash in her mind.