Swapped

Chapter 29

Rock

I’m ashamed to say that as soon as Taylor left I found myself sitting in the same chair that she had sat across from me in with my head to the ceiling as Crystal gave me head. “Crys oh Crys” I moaned as she put in work. That was one thing she was excellent at. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I guess I wanted my cake and to eat it to. I grabbed her head so she wouldn’t move “Uh Uh uuuuuh uh uh” I came so  hard I almost got a Charlie horse in my leg and she slurped it all up. Crystal looked at me quite satisfied afterwards. “I guess I owed you that one” she said. This made me sat up and grab her face roughly because suddenly I remembered her standing in the hallway still wearing that trench coat. “Who were you with Crystal” I asked?

“Ouch you  are hurting me” she said smacking  my hand.

“You will not question me on anything I do until we are a couple otherwise I do what I want” I started to punch her but then I realized as I stared at her. I don’t wont this woman why should I care. I dropped my hands.

“That is never going to happen Crystal I don’t want you like that” I said.

“I can’t tell” she said licking her lips. I laughed at her and I really didn’t mean to be cruel but the truth was this did need to end and the only way it would is when she denied me because to be honest if it’s there on occasion I might partake.

“Crystal yea I will fuck you on occasion because you come easy but I’m only going to be with you because Taylor wont be with me. I’m not in love with you. Truth is the only reason you still allowed in the house is because you have my child otherwise I would have been banned you” I said. She laughed she got up off her knees and grabbed her coat.

“Nigger Id still be able to get in. One of your Frat brothers loves fucking my brains out” she said then she turned and spit on me. I blanked I grabbed that bitch my her hair and and wrapped my hand around her neck.

“Did you just call me a nigger. You stupid bitch what do you think you are. Why you think you can’t go in your own grandmothers house, because you a nigger! Get the fuck out my room and  when my child get here I’m suing your racist ass for full custody” I opened my door and shoved her into the hall “Yo”  I yelled “One man’s trash another man's treasure you can have her trashy ass oh but just so you no she just called me a nigger!” I slammed the door in her face and I laughed because I heard another door slam after mine. I guess somebody else didn’t appreciate there new fuck buddies reference to black people any more than me. I had to get it together. I called Taylor and she answered the phone on the first ring “Hello”

“Taylor I ended it with her I promise I did. Can I come over” I asked.

“No you can’t. Your son is with my sister this weekend so we have nothing to discuss” She hung up in my ear. I spent several weeks after this trying to catch up with her but I couldn’t. When she told me to come over the baby was there but she wasn’t. I spent a lot of time with my little man. I sent her cards, flowers and candy. I sent her video messages every night especially when I had the baby. I wanted her to know there was no one else. I begged her to please forgive me for my temporary insanity but she never responded. The days turned into weeks and the weeks into months and still no response. I refused to get involved with anyone else because that’s how I got in this mess in the first place but I was lonely as hell. I became the third wheel, tagging along behind my boy Khalil and his dates with Natasha. They were really cute together. That’s how I use to be with Taylor and at one point Crystal too. Crystal had started to show and told me she was going to drop out next semester because her grandparents had given her an ultimatum. Abort the baby and they would continue to pay but keep it and they would no longer support her. She chose to keep it against my better judgement. I loved little Jason but caring for him was not easy and knowing another was on the way was stressful. I still could not particularly  stand Crystal but I made it a point to attend all her appointments and usually Gina came to. I found out on my birthday she was having a girl. That messed me up a little because knowing how men could be having a daughter was unsettling it changed my perspective on women. Truthfully I was never a dog this situation was the first time I’d ever done a girl wrong and I think I was just confused. Now though I knew Crystal was not what I wanted and I’m glad I found out about Taylor before I put a ring on her finger. Crystal, Gina and I were just coming from one of her office visits when we pulled up at a light and I spotted Taylor walking on the side walk hugged up with some dude. Oh hell nah! I don’t even remember putting the car in park. I do remember being pulled off that Nigga and placed in the back of a police car.  I had never been arrested a day before  in my life, but here I was. I stayed in there over the weekend and was charged with disorderly conduct. Oh boy didn’t press charges chump! Khalil and to my surprise Taylor was waiting on me when I came out. She walked up to me and slapped the taste out of my mouth. “You almost killed him; do you know what it took for me to get him to drop the charges? What the hell is wrong with you man” she yelled at me?

“I love you Taylor. I’m sick without you and I don’t know how to deal with you being with someone else. I have tried to respect you and give you space but it’s hard for me. I just lost it I’m sorry. It’s hard when you know its your fault. I know we could have had something special like those couples in the hallmark movies and shit and we wont because of me. I’m sorry please just let me be a father to my son and I promise this won’t happen again” I looked at her and she glared at me but I could tell she softened a little” she had her arms crossed she huffed a little then said ‘Don’t do it again” and walked off. Khalil whom was standing back observing came up to me and said “You breaking her down”

“I don’t think so” I said sadly watching her get in her car.

“I lost her” I said. He shook his head.

“I know women Rock you got her I could tell” he said. Suddenly her car door opened and she walked back over to us and stood in front of me. “Nigga did you say Hallmark movies” she and Khalil both started laughing “Since when did you start watching the hallmark  channel” she asked? I looked away a little embarrassed. Then she did something amazing she got on her tippy toes and kissed my cheek. “Pick Jason and I up at seven. My grandmother is having a dinner tonight for my cousin or something. My whole family will be there you better dress to empress.” She walked back and got in her car and drove off and I played it cool until she was out of site but when I knew she was I did my touchdown dance I was famous for. “Score I got my girl back” Khalil and I bumped chest together. Hell Yea I was back in the game!