Size doesnt matter when you are in love

Back in Baltimore

Ebony

It took us no time to make it to Baltimore. We was on a mission and we only stopped for gas and to use the bathroom. We made it home at 12:30pm. I dropped Faun off first. Stopped in her house spoke to her mom and we talked for a minute than me and Toya left. I dropped Toya off up Edmondson Village and made my way to my grandparents house. I used my key to let myself in and Mama was cooking. I kissed her on the cheek.  Heyyyy Mama... Heyy Nicole how was the ride? It was okay, just long as usual. Where Pop? Hack club. Oh okay.. What you cooking? I knew you would be hungry so I made fried chicken, homemade macaroni and cheese, string beans and potato salad. Yes I was hoping you was reading my mind and you was. I sat down Mama made me a plate and we started talking. I told her about the new place, school, and work. Than I threw in the fact I am interested in someone. I could always talk to both my grandmothers about everything and they never sugar coated nothing. But when Katie died I only had Mama and that put our relationship level extra higher. Anyways I told her everything but left out I was shaking my ass at Magic City. Hell no I wasn't telling her that. She would have started throwing holy water and praying over me. After I was done I sat back and waited for her input. So you like him or you like the attention he gives you? No Mama I like him, it's like everything about him is different. It maybe because he is older. Yeah they say older men knows what they want and how to treat you my grandma said. I mean Ma he fun, we talk, we don't argue if so we never stay mad and we never walk away from each other mad neither. We became friends first. But as time goes on we spending time together. I mean since we started talking on the phone we been together nonstop. I love his company, it's like I work, go to school and look forward to hanging with him because I know he always have something up his sleeve for us. You really like him my grandma said? I really do Ma. What you scared of? Getting hurt and getting my heart broke again. Well Nicole you have to take chances sometime in life. This can be a blessing and this could be a lesson learned. You young stop being scared to go out and find love. We win some and we lose some but we still get back up and keep going. You understand me? Yes I do. We only live once, give him a try and don't basic his life and stuff off of what Lawrence did to you. How you know that's what I was thinking? I am your grandma been that lady for 19 years. I can feel when you happy or sad and right now talking and looking at you I see happy and I feel it. I am. Well their is your answer.
I finish eating and was texting my auntie, Bff and family letting them know I am home and at my grandparents house. I called my mother talked to her for about an hour than went upstairs and got into my grandparents bed and let sleep take over me. I woke up to my phone ringing I saw it was Damien. Heyyy baby what's up? You was sleep he said? Yes what time is it? Damn near going on 8. What for real? Yes baby girl you must was tired? Yes I was and besides I fell asleep in Mama and Pop bed and it felt like I was sleeping on clouds.  I am about to get up because I am staying at my aunties not here. How was your day I asked Damien? I woke up to a cold side of the bed. My pillows was gone and I missed my morning kisses and my have a good day kiss. Really Damien? Yes Nicole.. You so spoiled besides that what you do? Shit went and checked on the restuarant. I know its about to be hella people coming in within the next few days. The holidays are the busiest for y'all? Yeah especially Thanksgiving. Don't be working Mommy and grandma Lucy all day and night neither. Matter fact let me call them after we get off the phone to tell them not too. Shit grandma already said she off as of tomorrow because she have a meal to prepare. I busted out laughing because I can hear her now. I booked everything for NYC. I also invited Bell, Toya, King, and Faun. Dre ass going and bringing Niya. Oh okay what about Mike? Man when you come back we need to sit down and talk. Why?? Mike girl is friends with Keshia and I just wanted to prepare you for Ashley bullshit. If you know she going be on some shit why invite her? Baby girl Mike is my homeboy we go back to highschool days. We all was messing with friends but everyone else left who they was messing with alone because they was hoe's. Mike and Ashley relationship still going on. So when we say we doing couple shit he brings his girl. Damien Damien Damien.. Yesss babygirl?? If this trip is going to be drama I rather stay home. I will not put up with a grown ass woman giving me looks because I am with her friend ex. Nah love I am not doing that. I won't put myself in that situation. I have anger issues and if I feel like I am being disrespected I act first and than asks questions. I am just warning you. He sighed into the phone. Let me get up and get myself together. I will talk to you tonight. Man baby girl we not going hang this phone up on no mad shit. I am not mad love. I already prewarned you love that's all I am saying. Man.....fuck.... Okay make sure you factime me before bed so I can see that beautiful face. Okay love love. See you BB. Bye Damien and I blew a kiss through the phone.