Size doesnt matter when you are in love

lies

Skipping like 2 months. So it the end of March.

Blaze

Its been two months that I been hiding this secret from BB. My mother told me the longer I wait to tell her the madder she will be. Its not that I am hiding my son. Its Keshia ass with all these rules and what not. Once I told her the results came back that I am the father the first thing she say is "we should be a family and get back together. Do the right thing that's best for Dj." I am not playing Keshia games so I told her ass all this family shit is died. I just want to be in my son's life and be a dad. One that I didn't have in my life.

The first month she hit me with "you have to come see him at my house", she didn't want Dj around BB. She threaten me with court and child support if I take Dj around BB. I got fed up and went and got a lawyer the beginning of this month.

Keshia was playing dirty. She would call and text me all night while i am home with BB. Talking about Dj sick, Dj needs his dad, Dj cant sleep, and Dj want to wake up to his dad. 

One day  when i came to get Dj she was damn near naked and coming on to me.  Another time Dj was not home at all he was with her mother. Keshia kept saying he coming so i am sitting  downstairs waiting for Dj and Keshia comes down in a robe. I look at Keshia and shake my head because I knew what type of shit she was on. "Dj not here and wont be back until later, so this gives us time to get that old fire back." She dropped her robe and was ass naked.

I shake my head get up and head for the door. Keshia ass ran after me yelling and screaming she still loves me, she wants me, and she want to have another one of my babies. This girl going make me fuck her up and I don't even hit woman. I need to tell BB because I have a feeling after they serve Keshia with the custody papers she going tell BB everything. I cant risk that.

I did slip up one time and let her suck my dick. After I busted all over her face she lay back on the floor with her legs open and said "Come get your pussy" I just walked out the house. I know I fucked up by letting her suck my dick and I know this shit going bit me in the end.

BB been asking me questions and I have a feeling she knows something but she not the type to go off. She want the proof before she confront you. Man I really fucked up. No I am not in love with Keshia I don't even love her ass. She gets no type of love not even from being my baby mother. I let her suck my dick just to bust all over her face because I have no respect for her ass at all.

I just need to tell BB. I contacted the chef from my restaurant to come to my house and make dinner. I am set the mood and than tell BB about Dj. I m not sure if I will tell her about Keshia giving me head. I don't think that would be good at all. I think i am keep that secret until I go to my grave.  I texted BB and told her come to the house at 8 because I wanted us to have dinner and talk. I just hope she understands.

Ebony

I am sitting in Peaches shop waiting  for my turn. Toya, Faun, Kyra, Destiny and I decided to have a girls pampering day. We laughing and joking and gossiping about everything . "Come on Ebony let's get you started", Peaches said. We walking to the shampoo area and I sat down.  As Peaches was washing my hair my mind started to drift off to Damien. I feel like something is up, I am not going say he cheating but I will say I feel he is hiding something.

For valentines day he did it up for me. He took me to this fancy ball. We had to dress up in formal attire. He went out and picked me out a beautiful gown. He picked his suit to match my color. The ball was held in The Saint Regis Atlanta. The whole scenery was beautiful. For him to be so rough, mean, and hard he showed me a side that would make you fall in love.