Give Me a Chance

14

TW: Angst.

•Chance's POV•

Did I really kiss Axel on the forehead?!?? What am I doing with my life?? And I saw the way that Dylan Smith was looking at Axel. How dare he! I'm just so peeved! I feel like breaking something.. something that looks like Dylan, sounds like Dylan and annoys me like Dylan.

Have I told you how much I hate Dylan? Well I hate him with a passion! He's your stereotypical hot guy. He can anyone he wants, whenever he wants. He always has girls throwing themselves upon him and he's very self-absorbed. He's hot, I'll give him that, but he's just so... Dylan.

-timeskip-

I currently lay on my bed, watching some movie on my tv  with Axel. He is sat on the end of my bed. At some point I fall asleep.

-Nightmare/Memory-

"You're a piece of shit! You know that?!" Axel spits angrily, his voice becoming much louder than before.

Tears well in my eyes. They threaten to fall, but I don't let them. "Don't blame me Axel, we're both at fault here!" I yell back.

He scoffs, walking up closer to me. We both have tears in our eyes. "How am I at fault?!" He yelled.

"I..! You!" I stammer. He chuckles humourlessly. "You don't even have a reason to blame me, do you?!"

I stay silent. He sighs, shaking his head. "That's what I thought.." he mumbles. He starts to walk to the door, stopping halfway down my hallway.

"Axel, please," I call out. He turns towards me, glaring. "Fuck you, Chance! I hate you so much!" He says before leaving my house.

-Nightmare/Memory over-

I wake up, panting heavily. Axel startles and looks at me. "Are you okay?? Why are you crying?" He asks.

"I-it's nothing.." I stammer, wiping my eyes with my sweater sleeves.

Axel furrows his eyebrows. "It's obviously not nothing, Chance. Now please tell me.."

"I said, it's nothing." I say, frowning slightly.

"Why are you being so difficult? Just tell me what it is," Axel says, causing me to sigh out of frustration.

"It's nothing!" I snap, causing Axel to jump slightly.

He frowns. "Why do you always do this?"

"Do what?"

"Whenever I try to make you feel better or show that I care about you, you push me away.." he says.

"Maybe, because it's none of your business!" I snap once again. Axel's face contorts angrily.

"You know what? Why do I even bother with you Chance? All you do is push me away when I am showing that I still care about you," He begins, standing up. "I'm leaving. I can't deal with your bullshit anymore.."

I stand up, looking at Axel. "Excuse me? My bullshit? What about your bullshit?!" I say, my voice progressively getting louder.

"My bullshit?! What the hell are you talking about? I've tried my hardest, Chance. My hardest to be your friend again. Don't you remember anything?!" He says. "Grades 2-9. We were best friends. Does that ring a bell for you, or do you just not give a shit about it?"

I frown, looking away. "That was along time ago, Axel.."

Tears begin to roll down his cheeks. "I.. if it's such a long time ago, how about we forget it. How about you forget me, huh? That sound like a plan? How about you just act like our friendship and relationship never happened!! Because I want nothing to do with you, Chance!!" He spits angrily before leaving my house.

...What just happened?
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A/N: all I'm going to say is... I'm sorry..