Can I go back in? (Part 1 Of The Family Series)

Voice Mail

Alec woke up the next morning to see that his phone had been filled up with several different voice mails. He cocked his head to the left before opening the phone and starting up the voice mails.

Message one
Hey Alec, it's me Izzy. I was calling to ask wether or not you were going to give Magnus and actual reason to why you stopped the wedding. You seemed so sure of marrying him before the wedding but now, it's like something just turned in you. You won't pick up the phone to me, Clary, our parents and not even Simon. We're all worried about Alec, can't you see that. Can't you see the worry and stress that you've put us through.
Message two
Hey, Alec, it's me Clary. I wanted to let you know that I can't remember what happened that night but I do know that you wouldn't have done that on purpose. I mean, remember how you used to call me "mundane" all the time and you always acted as if you were better than me? Do you also remember that I saved your sorry butt and expected nothing in return, now your not even picking up the phone and ignoring your fiance. How could you do this to poor Magnus, I mean does he really deserve this? Yeah, it's possible that we may have had sex whilst you were drunk at your 'pre-wedding party' but I'm sure Magnus would understand if just told him. Heck he might not tell everybody how much of a stuck up jerk you can be and ruin every chance a getting anybody ever again... Just think about it will you. I hope you see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Message three
"What the hell man? You literally dumped Magnus at the alter. At least tell me, your parabatai, why you dumped him there. I have saved you, so has Clary, Magnus and by the angel, so had Simon. You owe somebody a reason. Do you know what's worse than knowing what's wrong with a relationship? Not knowing. I love Clary as more than anything. I'd die to keep he happy, I'd love for her and I'd do anything for her happiness. But that's how love works Alec. You have to put it in to get it out. You know how much effort I have had to put in to get Clary and I still don't deserve her, but you. You deserve magnus, you need to tell him exactly what's happened and you need to be truthfully to him. Or I'm going to come back over there and kick your sorry little A-" "end of voice mail 3"
Message four
I don't know why Izzy told me to call you but hey, I'm here now. She also told me to not hold anything back, to give you my worst so please don't kill me.
I HATE DRAMA!!! There only good for shows on the TV along with mysteries and not in our little social group. You cannot make this look like death note or something. I'm sick of it. You need to get your brave little shadowhunter butt over here to magnus' apartment and give him a proper apology and a reason for leaving him at the alter. You told him that he would get a reason today and were still waiting. I don't care if your upset because quite frankly, I DONT CARE! Put a fearless rune on if you have to but you can't ruin the only man who loves you'd life. It's your fault for leaving him and it's your fault that he is upset so if you don't do anything about it now then you may not get the chance to make it up to him ever again. Get your priorities straight.
Message five
I've know Magnus for god knows how long and I've never seen him so upset in my entire life. And we have known each other for hundreds of years. If you keep on upsetting him like this then you won't only have one upset magnus. You will have a Raphael hunting you down for the rest of your mortal life until I either slowly rip you to shreds or you die of guilt. That my enemy, is a promise. Get over here now and give him your reason for leaving him or sous all a favour and leave us and never, ever, return.
Message six
Hunny it's me, your mom. I called to ask if you were okay but clearly your not so if you don't pick up your phone then I'll cancel it's contract. Hahaha. Anyways, I also called to see if you heard about me and your dad. If not then I'm sorry to say but we're split Inc up for good. I'm moving to an unknown location to stay in their I stuttered for a while so I don't have to see your father, I hope you understand but after what he did to me, to us, I can't live like this anymore. Please talk to Magnus and sort things out. I don't want to see your life end up like ours, it's not verry nice. I know you will make the right choice. Bye hunny.
Message seven
At the start of the message there was just some whimpering, then heavy breathing, followed by the soft sobs of a lonely man. His breath caught before he began to speak.
It's me. Magnus. I just want to know why. Why can't you tell me? Why did you leave me? Why are you ignoring us? Me? Why? I miss you so much since that awful day. You let me get my hopes up. You broke down the walls that I spent years Trying to put up. Then you broke me. How could you do that. Just because I've lived such a long life doesn't mean that I don't have feelings Alec. God I should have known that this would have happened to me. To us. A shadowhunter and a warlock. Who would have thought. They never worked out in the past and yet we still fought hard to make us work and you just threw it all away without giving me a reason. You have  twenty  days to tell me what happened to make you leave me at the alter. Or you'll never see me again. We won't stand a chance becoming one again if you don't tell me why by the end of the month. And I'm not being harsh here, cos your the only one to blame. I tried, tried so hard, you just let me down. The sobs came through once again right before the line cut out and Alec was left again on his own with nothing but the cold hearted truth. He was un-loveable. He would never be able to hold a long relationship. The world would be better off, without him. He should have just suffered the same fate as jonothan did in Edom.