Alex's Birthday (August 24)
Lani
I've been running around with Alex's mom all day, trying to keep my secret from Alex. I'm pregnant!
It took me so long to decide if I want a baby or not but once I knew how I truly felt, I went out to the doctors.
I went to the doctors with Alex's Mom for Intrauterine insemination (IUI). We've been talking about how I'm gonna tell Alex I'm pregnant, Alex's Mom has been on board with my plan every step of the way.
It was a long process going back and forth with the doctors but it was worth it. I didn't do this so Alex could leave me alone, I did it so we can both be happy.
All this doctor stuff going on and I haven't been able to spend time with Alex. She's been so grouchy cause I don't spend time with her. Every time she invites me over I shut her down and you know Alex hates rejection.
Today is her birthday and she's been dropping hints about it ever since the first day of August. My birthday was great in case you were wondering, we went to some resort in Costa Rica.
Amiya has been keeping an eye on me all day, asking me if I'm okay or if I need anything. She's trying to give me the proper care but really all I want is Alex.
"Sweetheart, do you need to take a seat?" Amyia asked as I stopped putting my hands on my knees.
"What? No, I'm fine just a little tired." I chuckled wiping the sweat off my forehead. We're leaving the doctors and she parked so far.
Despite all of this, the doctors tested me out and I now have a bun in the oven. Well, not a bun it's more like a piece of dough cause... I don't have a bump so- you know what never mind.
"Sweetheart, do you need anything? Amiya looked at me as I shook my head.
"I'm fine really." I stood up straight walking faster to catch up with her.
I already have a pregnancy test so Alex can see when I give it to her.
All Alex wants to talk about is children! Every time I call her all I hear is 'I want a boy.' 'When will you give me a son?' Lord, there should be a mute button for her.
"Let's settle some rules," Amiya said as we got in her car. "I'm listening." I flipped my hair letting it hit my back.
"Whenever you get "the dream" you call me right away." She merged into the road as I buckled my seat belt.
A/N the dream is about fish, it's when you dream about someone making fish or something.
"Obviously, avoid any type of alcohol, wash all your vegetables before eating them."
I huffed putting my hands in my pockets. Jeez, all the good stuff goes away when you're pregnant.
"What about... ice cream? Can I eat that?" God, I feel like some 9-year-old girl asking her what she can get at the store.
"Yeah, I guess." Amyia smiled as I got out of the car. I want to lay down so bad but I just can't.
The plan was to see Alex but she hasn't called me.
