Saved In The A.M.

7-Infinity

happy new year lovelies, I hope 2018 is great
- All the love xo

------HARRY'S POV------

The next day Louis seems like a robot, he's emotionless and barely talks to any of us, he just leaves at 9 am, comes back at noon, only spending time with us during meals and as soon as he's done, rushing back up to his bedroom and repeats this for a few more days after. This means Liam and Niall are finally starting to realise what I'm saying makes sense and are also getting worried about Louis too so I tell them I'll try talk to him again since I feel like I might be making actual progress with him.

I knock on his door and he lets me in.
"hey Lou I just wanted to let you know that the boys suggested we should go out to a bar not tomorrow night but the night after" because it will be good to get Louis out of the house and hopefully having a good time.
"and it will be lots of fun I'm sure"
"Oh um" I can tell he's racking his brain for excuses as to why he can't come but I'm gonna make sure I defend everyone and ensure he comes out with us, after all... this is for him.
"I guess so" He eventually replies.
"Great!" I exclaim.
"so whatcha doing?" I ask taking a seat on his bed.
"Ah not much just watching T.V." He answers nonchalantly.
"Cool whatcha watching?" I ask shuffling myself up the bed so I'm leaning against the headboard.
"Game Of Thrones" He answers again.
"Oh yeah! Can I watch too?"
"I mean sure" he says kind of cautiously. "Sweet" I say as he moves himself onto the other side of the bed also leaning against the headboard but using a pillow behind his back and chucking me one to use myself.
"thanks" I smile.

Every couple minutes we shift our bodies closer together until we're touching so I put my arm around him and he snuggles up to me. Not long later I feel his head move so I take my attention away from the T.V. To look at him and he's already looking at me, we hold our gaze for a few seconds before I lean down and kiss him. My tongue brushes his lips asking for entrance and he opens his mouth gladly allowing, tasting him makes me realise I'll never be able to get enough and suddenly he's kissing me harder and with an urgency that I've never felt before. His hand is placed on my face with his four fingers on my neck behind my  ear and his thumb resting on my cheek, perfectly cupping my jaw. I slide my hand over his chest, brushing over his nipple then down so it's resting on his crotch which I can feel growing. He rolls onto me so he's straddling me and has one of his arms wrapped around my neck and the other still on my face, he's holding on as if I'm the only permanent thing in a forever changing world, sending shivers through my spine making me hornier than ever.

I'm worried as I feel his back underneath my hands and which seems abnormally bony but I ignore it, taken over by pure ecstasy. I move my hips up and down in perfect motion with his, still kissing him with an uncontrollable intensity. Moaning into his mouth I manage to move forward and flip him over, tangling our bodies, eventually landing him on the bed so I'm on top of him, his nails digging into my back as I grind on him.

------LOUIS' POV------
Harry pulls off my top and when he does he freezes with a look in his eye as if he's seen a ghost. The first thing that comes to my mind is that he's disgusted by my fat body but then I look down and realise he's seen all the cuts. Our eyes meet and the shock, confusion and worry are all evident in his stare and in a state of panic I push him off me with all my strength and scramble to the bathroom locking myself in there, bursting into tears.

———HARRY'S POV———
I cannot believe what I've just seen, as I tower over Louis, his body looks so small, he's gotten so much skinnier and his stomach and arms are covered in cuts and scars. He pushes me off him with strength I didn't think he had anymore and clumsily hurries to the bathroom, locking himself in there, I can hear him crying as if letting the tears that fall from his eyes that are as deep and blue as the ocean, will somehow fix everything.