My exhausting Life!

Liars...

Venting...

...

Everyone lies...

You all lie about caring for me, don't you?...

Why am I asking when I know it's true?...

I lie about my feelings...

I'm a liar, just like you..

I'm not ok but I deny it...

I'm not worthy...

I've been given a test...

I always fail, yet I try my best...

I don't want this...

I don't want fame...

I don't want power...

I don't want money...

I don't need this

I don't need you...

I don't deserve you...

But I want you...

You don't want me?...

You don't need me?...

I knew it...

They say "Don't let words affect you"...

I don't let them affect me...

All of them...

You are weak...

In one ear and out the other...

You are beautiful...

In one ear and out the other...

You are worthless...

In one ear and out the other...

You are loved...

In one ear and out the other...

The voices tell me what I need to know about myself...

They tell me they're all I need...

And I believe them...

The scary part is...

Is that I'm not scared of them...

Of what they tell me I need to do...

At the docks with the rope and that heavy rock over there...

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