why did I make this at 12AM

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just making it clear, I am fine. Nothing is wrong at the moment.


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I am broken, 

and cannot be fixed,


So throw me away, 

you'll never miss, 

me.


They'll pick me up, 

and take me away,


While you stay in, 

the meadow and play.


They say that healing, 

takes a while,


But nothing has worked, 

nothing can fix, 

me.


So throw me out,  

out to the dogs.


At least they'll enjoy, 

my meat in their jaws.



I don't need help, I am just fine,

Leave me alone, so I can die,

Die a sweet death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger and feel no more pain,


I don't need help, I am just fine,

Leave me alone, so I can die,

Die a sweet death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger and feel no more pain,



I am never happy, 

Just numb or blue,


So I try to turn, 

It into a tune. 

"Ok!"


My life is a burden, 

"You're just confused!"


I don't have a purpose, 

"You'll fine one soon!"


"Get a therapist, 

Or some meds."


I've tried it all,  

I'm just a mess, 

Why?


It pains me just to, 

get out of bed,


'Cus the life I lead, 

Is full of dread.



I don't need help, I am just fine,

Leave me alone, so I can die,

Die a sweet death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger and feel no more pain,


I don't need help, I am just fine,

Leave me alone, so I can die,

Die a sweet death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger and feel no more pain,


I am broken, 

I can't be fixed

Walk this path

In a neat line


You are broken 

You can't be fixed

Wait your turn

Wait for your time


We are broken

We can't be fixed

When it comes

There is a ledge


Hold my hand, 

into the abyss

Just step off

And begin again


We don't need help, we are just fine,

Leave us alone, so we can die,

Die a sweet death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger, we feel no more pain,


We need help, we are not fine,

Don't leave us alone, so we cannot die,

Die a harsh death, go out with a bang,

Pull the trigger, we cause more pain,


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again, I am fine. Don't worry.

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