My exhausting Life!

something

I feel like something is missing

something is out in the woods I can feel it

is it calling me?...

I need to find whatever it is I can't relax I can't focus it feels so wrong but I can't ignore it. It's like an unfinished puzzle and you can't find the last piece and everything feels wrong and empty and useless. Is this some sort of sick fate? Has the world finally had enough of me? I've had enough of it that's for sure. These damn obsessions first the rocks then the cutting and now climbing trees. I haven't had a break from this I need a break, a breakthrough, a revelation to see how much I'm suffering and tell me what to do next. Oh, where's the leader when I need one I'm lost what do I do? I need someone to tell me what to do even if I hate it and I guess it's my emotions now so I'm going to find it sorry for rambling I need to pull myself together and stop rambling I'm going now sorry-