My exhausting Life!

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I need to apologize for my recent behavior

This is the only place I feel comfortable talking about my problems because I know that at least one person wants to help me and comfort me, even when I ramble and talk about dark and upsetting things. I don't know where I'd be if I didn't get an account on here, I'd probably already be gone.

But I really do love all of you, and I want you to know that. I-I don't know how to thank you guys enough haha- You're one of the big reasons I'm still alive. I almost left yesterday, but I-I'm ok. I just remembered that people do actually care about me, and even if they don't, I care about them. 

I-I need to fix something now,

or at least attempt to.

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