Remember Me

I thought I trusted you

Pov Dipper

I ran back to the mystery shack to see war world II going on. Ford or Mabel didn't see me come in, but Stan did which was nice. He was hiding behind the couch because they both had this weird looking guns. I hide with Grunkle Stan and he gives me a dull smile.

"Where did you go? " Grunkle Stan asked.
"I went in the woods and I'm starting to remember a few things." I said.
"That's great Dipper." He smiled.
"Yeah ." I sighed.
"Is that were you go to regain your memories? " Stan asked.
"I just try to remember things there." I said.
"That's good, you'll have your memories back in no time then. " Stan said.

I stood up and took away there weapons from there hands. I threw them on the couch and looked at Mabel.

"When did you get here? " They both said.
"That doesn't matter, now I want you to tell me the truth Mabel. I want you to be honest with me and I want no more lies." I said.
"Okay? " She said.

I didn't want to fully scream at her so I took a deep breathe and looked at everyone. Once I was sure they weren't going to talk I spoke.

"You lied to me for all these years Mabel. I though I could trust you with my heart and soul. When we went home I asked you what was I like when we left Gravity falls. You told me that you would sacrifice everything for me, isn't that true? " I asked.
"...." She didn't speak.
"I thought I owed you for giving up the things you loved just for me. Then I find out that you've been using me this whole time? I trusted you and I got in trouble for you for so many times because I thought that I owed you. When we first came here, you were blinded my your own reality, you were blinded by the illusion of falling in love. The reality you wanted to live in was a illusion! You didn't tell me the truth, you didn't tell me about this little town until three weeks ago. I'm just disappointed that you didn't have enough guts to tell me the truth. Was I worth your petty sacrifice Mabel? I can't believe that you've been using me this whole time, ever since we've left this place, ever since I've lost my memory, ever since I-"

Slap

The whole room went silent, Mabel's hand was already up. There was a bright red mark on my cheek. My face was stone cold after that and I just started to laugh.

"He was right! " I laughed.

I placed my hand on my head and pushed my hair back. I know the truth, she doesn't want to expect it.

"Dipper I would never do that to you. " She said.
"Mabel I know the truth now, I'm remembering everything. Not everything, but most things Mabel. I know the truth, I know that you lied to me. "I said.
"Shut up! " She yelled.
"Mabel looked me in the eye and tell me that you didn't lied to me. " I said.
"I-I didn't... " She looked away and I stepped back and smiled.
"I can't believe you Mabel, I trusted you and you used me. " I said.
"I didn't mean too! "
"Then why didn't you stop!" I yelled
"I don't know,  I guess I missed being a kid and didn't want it to end. " She mumbled.
" Just because back then I covered you doesn't mean you get to use me, because I lost my memory. I looked up for you because you told me so many things. I'm questioning myself and the things that you've told me. " I said.
"Dipper I-"
" I never meant too. " Mabel said.
"I know the truth and you can't hide it anymore. "

I looked at Mabel and stormed back to my room. I couldn't control my anger after I closed the door. I heard Mabel yelling to herself in anger. I didn't really care if she was mad at me. She always thinks that she's always the victim, well she's not this time. Lying to me for most of my life? I looked up to her and thought she's a wonderful person, she would never lie to me and now that Bill told me the truth I don't know if I can even trust her anymore. can I even believe what she told me back then? I know that I'm reckless, I know that I can act stupid, I know that I can't control my anger, but it doesn't mean that you can use me for her own fucking games.

For the rest of the day I just stayed in my room.