january 8th; happy new year!

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by kiIIvmaim

by kiIIvmaim

ITS 2018 HI GUYS

this is crazy

so here's how this chapter will be

1. review of 2017
2. some of my goals for 2018
3. need opinions

okay so starting with 1

2017 was a beautiful gorgeous year for me until school started and then by like november to december it just got even worse mainly because of A Boy™️ :^)

meme

but fr

some of the biggest things i did were making a bunch of new friends, and even becoming part of like 3/4 different friend groups (which is absolutely insane to me because before i literally had like 3 friends), i started really getting over my social anxiety (i still have it really bad but it's way way way better), i had my first real sexual experience (hehehe), i started high school, i fell in love twice (the first time not being as serious as the second), i had my heart broken, i smoked weed for the first time (LOL,, please don't snitch on me,,please), and i got more into my art

so yeah

thank you to all of guys i love u very much i've been on wattpad since like 2013/2014 and even tho i didn't actually fr use it until like 2015 a lot of u have watched me grow a lot and i appreciate all of u

i also don't rlly use wattpad like i did before so if u wanna connect w me and become mutuals hmu

snap: i'm most active on this so if u wanna get in touch w me fast this is the best way @ a.ri17
ig: (not giving my main anymore so i'll give u my finsta) @ iesorbma (its an inside joke LMFAO) i'm also very very active on this so 😎😎😎
twitter(s): @ kiIIvmvim is my main (2 i's instead of L's) and @ artangeIIz (also 2 i's instead of L's) is my priv

so yeah that's wonderful

here are my goals for 2018

1. try to get over social anxiety and stop! self! hate!
no more being too afraid to speak, no more blaming things i have no control over on myself

2. make more friends
i have finally come out to myself as an extrovert,, this means make as many friends as possible and hang out with people all the time because it's honestly my best coping mechanism because it takes a lot for me to get genuinely tired of my friends

3. wear whatever makes me happy/have a better style
this goes hand in hand with getting over social anxiety bc a lot of times i've been too afraid of getting judged

4. this is a more personal one but,, get a Boyfriend™️
stop blaming myself over boys who don't like me back!! find someone who loves me!! imma still fuck w that libra man i love so much,,, but i'm opening myself up to the idea of finding someone else fr okay,,,, also,,, v-card — CANCELLED 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿

i need to die

okay my question is should i make an astrology book like i can talk about astrology and make like memes and stuff should i do that i think i will

okay i'm done with this