good morning cute sexy friendship
how is everyone this fine morning
i'm doin ok i got more anti-depressants recently and they're working so that's good
so ya imma jus give yall a lil life update
everythings been ok recently like not ideal but not too bad ya know like i have somewhat of a will to live ig
one of my problems honestly i think is my drug habits LOL ya i smoke so much weed i feel like i do it too much
i'm def not like quitting im jus tryna cut back some i think
what makes it hard is the fact that i have a dab pen so i can literally just like take a hit in my room and just be fuckin gone in like seconds like it's so easy bc i dont have to like wait for my parents to leave so i can go out and hide in my backyard to roast a bowl like i can just do it anytime
so i've been getting to the point of doing it like at least once a day usually more (the highs from the dab pen for me only last about 2 hours that's why i do it multiple times a day) and i feel like that's a bit too much u feel
so im tryna cut back to maybe every few days or just like on weekends and stuff
im also tryna use more bud and less dabs because i feel like regular weed is more fun and i feel like the high lasts longer idk maybe that's just me
O SHIT WAIT do yall want a storytime from my school dance like a week or 2 ago that was fucking INSANE actually lmk if u want that story its fucking wild actually
also if yall tryna snitch just kys honestly ok like fuck off omgggg
ok so ya
hmu if u have tips on smoking less and lmk if u want a crazy storytime about me being so intoxicated that i did crazy shit and didn't even remember the next day
ya love yall bye
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