After you left //Jelena//

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Selena's POV

I held my head in my hands. I can't anymore. I need to leave. I looked over at the people I'm supposed to love the most. I still love them don't I?

They are both sleeping soundly. He is holding her tightly to his chest. My little Emory. This was my world, but I needed to do this. For their sakes.

Justin was never going to forgive me, and Emory? She won't know me at all. That might be for the best her.

I got out of bed silently. I didn't want to wake them up. I wrote a letter last night and placed it on my pillow. I know Justin is going to reach out for me.

The thought made my heart break even more. At this point I have no idea of what I'm doing. Through my blurred eyes I got my suitcase and ran down stairs.

Was I really ready to leave? My husband and daughter? On year old Emory? My house? I'm not leaving LA yet. I just couldn't get myself to do that.

I got a house 5 blocks away from them. And I know I'm going to stalk Justin in the tabloids and so on. It's the only way I can stay in their life.