Different | k.sj

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The rest of lunch at the restaurant was VERY awkward. I'll tell you that.

Hoseok insisted on Jin taking his seat at the table from the previous order of seating, so Hoseok sat beside Namjoon, and Jin sat across Yoongi from where Hoseok was previously sitting. Phew, that was hard to explain.

Jin was constantly exchanging looks with Yoongi, glaring or simply studying him. I thought it was weird. But that's a hypocrite move of me to pull, you know? If I stared at Jin, he would glance at me, raising an eyebrow until I oh-so-obviously looked away as if I weren't looking at him.

How embarrassing.

I think it's appropriate to say at this point, that I've.. Possibly grown feelings for Jin. (?) I'm confused too, I don't know what type of feelings. A mixture of 'care' and 'concern' whenever he was in anyway upset. And a mixture of 'attRACTION' and 'happiness' whenever I see him. I forgot when I gained these feelings. No, not when I lost my virginity to him. But probably a little ways before that.

I wonder if I do like him. Meaning, a lot. The way a girl does for a guy (maybe a guy for guy, or girl for girl-- Depends!..) in a melodrama or so. If I deny I do I feel like I've lied to a parent, or something. This is in my own mind, I'm safe here. I li k e J i n.

There, I said it. I have romantic interest in Jin.

"Eat your food." Jin scowled at me.

The rest of the boys were finished besides Taehyung and I. They had been waiting for the past 4 minutes after Namjoon was done eating too.

Now it was the impatient moment of full-stomached boys watching the slow pokes poke  at their food.

"I am.." I mumbled, biting into a small tomato, then sucking out the juice before I completely ate the fruit.

"Ew, Noona." Jungkook laughed.

"Wha'?" I perked up, swallowing the tomato.

"You like tomatoes?"

Yes. I like tomatoes." A frown appeared on my face before I bit into another baby tomato.

"I didn't see you as one to like tomatoes, I guess." He shrugged with an attractive smile resting on his face.

"They're good." I put two tomatoes into my mouth, holding them in my cheek while I cut some of my chicken on the plate.

"Cute~~" Hoseok cooed, eye-smiling me from beside Namjoon.

Namjoon nodded, eye-smiling with warm, hearty smile.

"Nothing is." I shook my head, chewing the tomatoes then swallowing them.

"You don't know what's cute!" Hoseok teased.

"Yah... I do, too." I insisted.

"Well, name one thing that's cute." A grin spread on Hoseok's face, all attention from the 7 boys was focused onto me.

I shifted in my seat, pursing my lips in thought. Then a reminding thought crashed into my brain.

A quick snap of my fingers drew the boys attention back into place, "Jungkookie-ah's bunny smile."

"Ah, really. Why do you guys refer to me as a rabbit.." He mumbled, hiding a smile as he touched his teeth with his fingertips.

"Wow, didn't think you were the type of girl to like that." Namjoon smiled.

"I think a lot of things are cute...." I muttered, eating my chicken normally.

"So you must admire our aegyo from under those constant frowns, huh?" Jimin piped.