Big Time POV Switch

Kendall's POV: Romance On The Tour Bus

*Kendall’s POV*

Touring Season-my favorite time of the year. This has to be the best part of Big Time Rush, touring and spending quality time with each other. It's a lot more different for everyone now though, with Logan and I together, and Carlos and Alexa dating-James is a lone wolf and Dustin is just awkwardly here like always; don't get me wrong, Dustin is my best friend and I love him to death, but sometimes I feel like he just gets excluded so much-he's just as much part of BTR as the boys and I are.

               The one thing that I am worried about is that no fans know about Logan and I yet. Even though we are completely comfortable around each other, we don't know how to tell the press about us.

               I've come to the conclusion I'm bisexual, and that Logan is the only guy I'm really, truly gay for. I'm still extremely, sexually attracted to women, but I'm in love with him. I just don't want to go through of the drama of "Kendall Schmidt Comes Out" or "Big Time Rush Members Gay Together? Find out tonight at eight!" I don't want to go through it, and I don't want Logan to have to go through it either. It's a bunch of bullshit, the way the media treats homosexuals that is.

               Right now I'm sitting with Logan on the couch on the bus. Well he's the one sitting; I'm stretched out and have my head in his lap. Logan is playing gently with my hair. I look up at him and stare into his perfect, chocolate eyes, loving the way the light shining in from the window across from him made them sparkle. He smiled at him and leaned down to kiss me. "I love you," he said pulling away.

               "I love you too," I said to him.

               "I love you guys too!" Dustin said walking into the room away from the kitchen common area.

               I rolled my eyes even though I knew he couldn't see them because I was still lying on Logan. "Seriously man?" I ask him annoyed as I sit up.

               "Just doing my job as your best friend, ruining romantic moments," he said with a grin.

               "I'll give you a romantic moment alright when I throw you out of the moving bus and your face makes love to the concrete," I told him in a playful voice.

               "Oh that'll be lovely. And for the asphalt and I's wedding, it should be Route 66 themed!" he said excited.

               "Dustin..." I said.

               "Fine, fine. I'll go. But don't you two love birds do anything weird with everyone else on the bus please, there's not enough space and or privacy for that," he said with a wink.

               "Just go away!" Logan said sounding somewhat disgusted.

               "Calm down Logie Bear," I told him with a smirk.

               "Shut up," he said in a pouting voice.

               "Logie Bear," I said again.

               "Kendall..."

               "Logie Bear."

               "Kendall you're getting on my nerves now."

               "Logie Bear," I said, still smirking.

               He hit me really hard in the arm.

               "What the fuck?" I asked him as I rubbed the sore spot on my arm.

               "I told you to stop," he said with a smirk.

               "Not cool," I said standing up.

               "It was your fault," he said.

               "I'm going to get something to eat," I told him.

               "Oh come on Kenny, don't be that way. You know you're just saying that as an excuse to stay away from me," he pried.

               Before I could walk another inch I found myself walking back to him and sitting down carefully in his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his chest. "You're right," I told him, my voice muffled by his t-shirt.

               "Aren't I always?" He says.

               "Nah, most of the time you're not," I say with a grin.