Big Time POV Switch

Kendall's POV: Updates

A/N: This is pretty much just a filler chapter, I'm having major writers block with this story at the moment, but no worries I should be over it soon. I hope I can be back to pumping out several chapters a day like I used to. Love you guys, thank you for all the support. 

xx Carolyn

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*Kendall’s POV*

               The tour is going smoothly, which is great. Ever since Logan made the big announcement the night of the first show, we’ve been getting tons of interesting questions and comments about what’s been going on. We try not to give any personal information for both ours and Addie’s sakes, but they won’t stop bothering us-fans are insane.

               Status update:

               Carlos-has yet to ask Alexa to marry him, but has the ring and has talked to all of us about it. We are all very happy for him and can’t wait for him to ask her.

               James- James is finally getting over what happened with Mike; he’s come to terms with the fact that he did something wrong. Now he has a new problem…he misses Fox. Even though he and Halston are not together anymore, and haven’t really been for a while, she is watching Fox for him which is really sweet.

               Logan- Logan is still the same old crazy, party-animal, flirty Logie Bear he’s always been. It really hurts when we play shows though, because nobody knows that he and I are gay yet, so he has to act like he always does when he’s around girls.

               Dustin- what can I say about my best friend? He’s so amazing, fun, crazy, and lovable. I used to feel like he was sort of left out because Rushers didn’t show him any love, but since Heffron Drive made a debut and he’s spent more time with us, his fan base is potentially bigger than the guys’ and I’s.

               Me- I’m happily going through life with the three best friends I could ever ask for, and the best boyfriend in the world. Yes, of course, I still miss Addie, but I try to push her to the back of my mind as often as I can so that I can stay happy and focus on being positive. I know it sounds selfish, like I don’t care about her, but that is not the case at all; Addie would want me to focus on my career, and that is what I’m doing.

               In addition to Big Time Rush, Dustin and I have been working on some new songs for Heffron Drive, and have also started to plan out our HD Winter Tour. This was going to be a lot of fun, and a very busy year and a half for me.

               The only thing that really bothered me, you know more than the Kogan thing, was that I wasn’t going to be home when Addie was. This was eating me alive, because I really wanted to see my baby, but maybe it will be good-I can have some extra time to learn that just because you love someone it doesn’t mean you always have to be right next to them to support them.

               All honesty, Addie was out of the institution now. She was staying with Demi until the boys and I get home from tour. She hasn’t been out long though, but I know that lately she hasn’t been real happy with Demi. I haven’t talked to Demi since the day I told her off.