Big Time POV Switch

Kendall's POV: Crazy, Insane, Excited

*Kendall’s POV*

                Visiting day-those two words have been running back and forth, side to side, and up and down in my head. My mind doesn’t think about anything but those two words. Visiting day. Its visiting day today and I can’t wait to see my baby girl.

                We’ve been in the car for an hour, I wasn’t allowed to drive because apparently the guys thought I was too jittery and energetic this morning-apparently they didn’t trust me behind the wheel.

                I am sitting in the back seat next to Logan who is on my left. James and Carlos ride in the front; James is driving and Los is riding shot gun. No one else in the car notices but me when something grabbed my hand. I looked down at my left hand to see Logan had a hold of it with his right. He gave me a sense of comfort, and it was pulling me through right now.

                “How much longer until we get there?” I asked for maybe the twentieth time in the past five minutes. I had to see Adele, I had to.

                “Kendall, just relax,” Logan told me, “We’ll be there before you know it.”

                “I can’t relax, I feel like a fucking kid going to an amusement park. We’re going to see our baby girl you guys! I just can’t calm down! Oh my god I’m losing my fucking mind!” I said the whole of it yelling.

                “Yeah, you are!” James hollered back at me. I leaned forward to slap him. “Hey! No hitting the driver!” he yelled.

                “Guys!” Los yelled, “Calm down and shut up!”

                I really did feel like I was going to go insane now. I was getting super antsy; my foot wouldn’t stop bouncing up and down. Logan took his hand from mine and placed it on my knee, keeping it firmly on the floorboard.

                I knew that I was seriously out of check right now and that I need to be more mature by the time we got there but I couldn’t help it. I was too excited to be mature. I missed my daughter, and until she had been taken from me I never realized what she meant to me.