secretly admiring ; park woojin

04-

i stood up from my chair & my butt is soo numb face palm my butt will grow bigger anytime soon HAHAHAHA

have yall ever heard that if you sit too long, your butt will grow bigger?? im legit serious when i said that

but ive been sitting for so long but my butt never big like a peachy butt and its still flat as ever sigh its not attracting ><

i gathered all my papers from the table and stretched myself

do yall know stretching is the best thing in the world? try stretching now and you will feel the greatest, you will feel so refreshed HAHA

okay whatever, back to here. im finally done with the Wanna One checkup and im just here cleaning up everything before i go back to the hospital.

i have postponed surgeries because of this schedule & i have like around 4 surgeries due today and i can see that today, i will sleep in the doctors lounge again.

i should move my whole house into this hospital hahaha jokes

i got out of the room and saw the boxes of meds messed up & even the labels are wrong sigh, someone must have played some joke on this.

i sighed & placed the correct labels onto the box. it was small boxes placed outside the guest room of Wanna One's dorm that held all meds for different types of pain & things.

it was for Wanna One to drink if they feel anything. its just stocked up there i think? like supply or something like that.

i went past the living room to meet Mr Kwon who was doing some paper works on Wanna One's living room.

the members have gone to train after their checkup with me so it was that silent. they went one by one after each checkup haha, woojin oppa disappeared so fast what the heck.

i WANT more TIME to SEE him.

but anywayssss

" Mr Kwon? " i stood there looking at him

" Yes? " he says as he scans through his medical thingy paper

" umm, we need to go already?? i have a surgery in 30 minutes " i said as i look at my clock. i cant be late.

" OH YES SURE lets go " he rushes to stand but ends up hitting his knees on the table & that got me laughing so bad hahaha

Mr Kwon is a young man. i dont even know how in the mother earth he become the CEO.

i mean i do but like WHYYYY HOWWW

haha, he became a CEO so young because his parents died at his early age. His dad was the CEO before & he wanted Mr Kwon to continue bringing pride to his family so he told the board members he wanted Mr Kwon as CEO, & weird because the board members agreed without any hesitation. the were like not protesting

can we talk about how board members always want to the top place in their work force & its really weird that they just said yes.

but anywayss

wait, do yall know how handsome this CEO is???? like he is so soft, i mean his face but

lets get this straight

Mr Kwon is handsome

but

Park Woojin is the love of my life.

and it will never change

i love woojin

okay shutup

woojin basically just dont love you anymore

maybe

or maybe not

oKAY FOCUS

we got into the car and went back to the hospital. it was suffocating inside Wanna One's dorm because of woojin and i couldnt take it yall omg

the hospital is my breathing ground. JOKE EW hahahahahhahahaha lolololol

okay, so the moment i reached the hospital, i rushed to the OR to ready. i try to calm my mind as i washed my hands with the anti bacterial soap.

i always do that before my surgeries, i calm my mind so that i can avoid any mistakes when i do my surgery because if im nervous, i tend to think about all possible scenarios that might happen during the operation and believe me or not, it has happened before.

but i kinda fixed it with the help of Mr Kwon who was at the observatory room above the operation room. it happened on my first time and it wasn't good. i got reprimanded because the mistake i did almost killed the patient. it was terrible actually ><

anyways, after 4 hours of non stop working of my hands, the surgery was a success!! my back was aching from all the standing, my legs were shaking and it always happens..

i disposed the gloves, hat, goggles, and suit i wore and headed to the staff lounge to get some rest. i have two hours til my next surgery and i just need a small nap to recharge my energy bottle.

i went deep in sleep until i heard the door burst open and my blurry eyes see a furious Mr Kwon.

what the heck? why is he in here even?

" you did a great mess, come with me! " Mr Kwon angrily says with patience.

and i was never as confused in my whole entire life. i looked around and noticed i was the only one there so he's talking to me??

" yes you " he answers my mind as he breathes in and out so heavily

what in the actual???

i just stood from the bed and followed him out.

my hair was a mess and my clothes were in a mess. i had morning glories on my eyes and i was just walking around the hospital like that

what happened actually?

[ yall school just started four days ago and its so hectic yall i cant even. i couldnt use my phone even for a second during lessons because my hands were busy writing every thing my teacher said and for the whole four days i was in school, i went back home not anywhere before 5 because on tuesday, ive got rehearsals until 6 and wednesday, ive got a lot of meetups, thursday i had extra classes and friday, i had cca fest that ended at 630 can yall even with that im so tired i flopped when i reached home and today, i slept for 14hours yehet but im still so tired ;-;

but anyways heres an update bcs a lot of you are asking it, but please do note that im not gonna update if it doesnt hit the target

1.4k reads and 140 votes for chapter 5 ? i hope yall understand bcs its so hectic i cant update fast nowadays :/ i love yall xx ]