Our Own World

Chapter Four - Mistakes

"Hold up-" I gasped not being able comprehend what I just read. "You were trying to kill yourself?"

"Yeah, I was. But my mum stopped me before I could do anything. I mean, if I'm going to die, I might as well not suffer for very long." He said making a pouty face.

"Did you want to kill yourself..." I swallowed. "Because I don't feel the same about you?"

"No," he lied giggling. He was drunk.

"Well then why did you try to kill yourself?" I asked.

"Fine, I wanted to kill myself because you don't love me. But it was stupid. Really dumb. I shouldn't have even thought of doing that. It's just everything is getting out of hand." He slurred.

"Oh, Ace." I sighed looking around seeing a bunch of empty beer bottles. "Are you drunk?"

"Uhhhhh. Yes?" He laughed.

"Oh my gosh." I face palmed. I can't believe Ace is drunk.

"Camilla, I love you," he slurred and gave me a big toothless grin.

"Okay Ace. I love you too. But you really need to go to bed." I laughed. He's actually pretty funny when he's drunk.

"You wuv me?" He smiled.

"I wuv you very much." I grinned.

"Aw thanks baby." Ace giggled planting a kiss on my cheek.

"Hey, Ace." I stopped him from lying down in his bed.

"Hmm?" He asked sleepily rubbing his eyes.

"You missed." I laughed.

"Missed what?"

"My lips." I grinned.

"What?" He asked confused.

"Oh for goodness sakes just kiss me Ace!"

"Kiss you?"

"Yes! Just kiss me right-"

His lips met mine and cut me off. His lips felt really rough and his breath smelt like alcohol but I honestly think I that is the last thing I could care about right now.

We continued to kiss and I didn't know what I was going to say when we stopped. So I didn't stop.

Finally after a little making out, we both ran out of breath and pulled away from each other. I couldn't bare to look at him. I stared down at my hands, which were shaking.

"C-Cam." Tears were welling up in his eyes, which were still blood shot and his lips were cracked. He looked like a zombie if you asked me.

"I'm so sorry Ace," I tried to get up. He pulled me back down to be with him.

"Don't go." He looked at me with his saddened face. He looked so heartbroken.

"What do you want me to do? Sleep with you?" I asked grumpy.

"Yeah," he smiled. "B-but not in a dirty way- just sleep beside me. So I can cuddle with you."

I watched as Ace attempted to take off his shirt.

"Do you want your shirt off?" I laughed, watching him trying to wiggle out of his shirt.

"C-can you help me?" He whispered, his face red and heated from embarrassment.

I started to take off his shirt. I think I stared a little too long cause Ace was looking at me and cleared his throat.

"Oh, sorry." I whispered, feeling super embarrassed.