The Other Side of Me

Chapter 20

-ELEANOR-

 I've been walking since I can't remember,I'm just following the signs.I laughed at myself,I looked miserable,I'm alone.I'm cold,hungry,exhausted and broken.and on Christmas Eve!Fate must hate me,and decided to put all the miseries at me.

 Once I spotted Phoebe and Daisy's school,I knew I was near their house,I wish that I could make it before I pass out.My feet were swollen,and my heart's palpitating. This was never a good idea, now I'm on my way to ruin another family's christmas celebration.

 I saw Louis walking down the pavement,I knew it was him,he was wearing the coat that I gave on his birthday a year ago. "Louis!" I shouted,my voice was fainting. 

He looked for me,and once he spotted me he ran into me,I unconciously smiled,knowing that someone will always be here for me,the one who will never leave me.

 "El!Oh my god,you look horrendous. what happened to you?Come on,let's go back to the house.Mum will be so thrilled to see you" he told me,at least they welcome in their house. Louis wrapped his arms around me,and even put his coat on me.

 I felt so weak right now,my feet had blisters all over. "Piggy back ride?" he asked,as he saw me limping,I declined but he still carried me and put me on his back. It's just two blocks from here to their home. But still,it's really kind of him to do these things to me.

 "Mum!El's here!" he shouted,all of his sisters,his mum and Dan went out.surprised to see me.But all smiling. I pulled myself off Louis,I hugged Jay first before the other girls. I missed them and they've been very nice to me even though I'm not really his girlfriend.

  "You will spend christmas with us,right?" Phoebe asked,I nodded and all of them cheered,even Louis.

  "We'll go upstairs first,El stinks. She needs to change" he announced, I smacked his head playfully. He led me upstairs and lent me some warm and comfortable clothes... "Want to be sober this christmas?" I asked him and he responded using his eyebrows.

  "What do you have in mind?" he asks as I was folding the clothes that I was wearing earlier. "I want a christmas eve dinner,4 bottles of guinness and  80's movies.How's that?" I answered him,he kissed me on my cheek before proceeding downstairs.

  I smiled to myself while he went down.Shit,I forgot,I have to charge my phone,maybe Zayn sent me some text messages.I saw Louis' phone on the table,it was being charged.I replaced his phone into mine.

  He got back,he had all kinds of crisps on his hand. "Okay,I don't know what you want right know,so I have an ice cream,different kinds of crisps,there's a lager on my backpack and mom's cd collection" he said to me,I grabbed the crisps on his hand and helped him set up everything.

  I saw a St.Elmo's Fire CD on his bag,this was my favorite 80's movie. I gave it to him and I lied on his bed. 

  "This is an interesting way to spend Christmas Eve,Calderic" he muttered,I slightly kicked him and told him to come lay down with me.

  "I love this movie,I swear.Okay so Alec is in a relationship with Leslie,Kevin right there...they thought he was gay because you know,he's not looking for a date and all,so Demi Moore is setting that guy up with a faggot...you know?Let's just watch it." I blabbed,he's laughing because I was so talkative.

  "You'll love this I swear" I said before I shut my mouth up,and watched the movie intently.

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-LOUIS-

  While we're watching St.Elmo's Fire,I shift uncomfortably,It's like I'm watching my own story. This guy is secretly in love with his best friend's girlfriend.She's crying right now,and I don't know how to comfort her...Damn this movie for making me realize that I'm madly inlove with my bestfriend's girlfriend.

  "Oh my god,this movie makes me so emotional" she wiped her tears while laughing at her ownself,she's still beautiful even though she's knackered.and her eyes are swollen from all those crying.

  "It's alright,too light" I commented,she frowned at me,her eyes flashing. "It's Andrew McCarthy! my underwear fell off while watching him! It's not alright,it's a great movie!" I laughed at her remark,she stuffed all those crisps and burped really loudly.

  Zayn made a big mistake for letting her go,I wish he'd realized what he has done.Just looking at her,it makes me want to rip Zayn's head off.If I were him,I'd never let Eleanor go alone on a Christmas Eve to someone's house that is not his.

  "Hey,I think I'm already drunk" she said. Her eyes were half closed,and she's laughing all by herself. She drank 6 bottles of beer while I only had a chance to drink one,because she keeps on snatching my drink.

   "Okay,let's do the sobriety test,let's see if you can pass or not" I teased her,and pushed her playfully.She almost fell over,gladly,I catched her.

   Our eyes met,hers was lonely.her pale face made her look more innocent. "Why'd I loved him?" she cried. I helped her to stand up. "This is the worst Christmas ever" she whined,before hugging me really tight.

  "Hey,you're in our house,our Christmas are always the best,now come on.Let's join them downstairs.You better stop crying if you don't want them to think that I made you cry" I warned her,she giggled before she washed her face and told me that she's already okay.

   "El!Oh my god,what the hell did you do Louis?" My mother spoke as she saw us walking on the stairs. She noticed that Eleanor's eyes were swollen. I laughed nervously,god I hope Eleanor will say something good.

  "Oh,sorry,I already washed my face up,Louis and I watched St.Elmo's Fire.That movie never failed to made me so emotional" she said. My mother nodded,she bought the lie Eleanor just said.I glared at Eleanor when my mother entered the kitched area again.

  We joined my little sisters and Dan who are in the living room,watching E! Network. El loves this channel. "Hey fizz!can you scootch down?just a little" I told her,she gave me a middle finger,and I scowled at her. she just stuck her tongue at me. "I'm gonna tell mom" I threatened her.

  "and she'll believe you?Louis William,please" she said to me. so I pushed her on Lottie's side. which made Lottie mad,and then us three started a rumble.

   "kids!stop what you're doing!" Dan shouted at us and we instantly stopped.

  "he started it!"

  "she started it!" the three of us yelled at the same time. Eleanor was just looking at us,as well as my youngest sisters.El was containing her laugh while we're blaming one another. Mum then went outside with her hands on her hips,raising a brow at us.

  "It's Christmas time!and you're all fighting!" our mum yelled.We all looked down. We shouldn't stress her,she's already making us food and not helping her.

  "Louis!aren't you ashamed of yourself?your girlfriend is right here,and you're fighting with your sisters?and you two...Louis' your brother,he's older than you girls are." she muttered,all of us stayed silent until our mum finally went back inside the kitchen.

  "I'm gonna go help Jay inside the kitchen,excuse me" Eleanor said to us,I nodded and she smiled at me.

  How I wish these are all real.I can't help but to fall inlove with her. I accidentally fell inlove with the girl who I always pegged as my bestfriend.

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I'm so done with my fcking country,they want one direction to go under a drug testing before they can enter our country.They didn't know that somewhere in that fcking country,some girl stopped her habit of slashing her wrist because those boys uplifted her confidence.

It's just so irrelevant,it's not even their business in the first place,if they're a drug advocacy thingy,they should focus more on the people who are fcking residing in the Philippines.They're ungrateful and nonsense.

They should ban One Direction if they killed someone,but they didn't,did they?They should ban them if they're drug smugglers.But they fucking aren't!I'm so mad right now,and humiliated.I don't want to go back to Philippines.

#STOPTHE1DISSUE

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P.S. they're unreasonable,is it bad that I want to kill those people right now?