The Other Side of Me

Chapter 33

-ZAYN-

        It was one of those times when both of you are silent, but not bored. Because you love the one you're with. I was at the lift with Eleanor, some of the hotel staffs noticed us but fortunately, not of them questioned why I'm with this girl instead of the other one. To be honest, I don't want the night to end. Because the moment we step out of this lift, who knows what will happen next?

        "I had so much fun even though we did nothing but to walk around the venue. Thank you, and thank you for listening to me and my sob story" she said. Her eyes flickered, making me tingly on the inside. "It's nothing, thank you for sharing it to me. You don't know how much this means to me. I love you and I want you to know that, I want you to always remember that." I told her. I held her hand tightly as she did the same for me.

        I had to drop her off to Gemma's room, she promised Gem that she'll be staying there. "I'll pick you up at 8, before we go back to the stadium." I told her before she went inside the room. I was walking down the hallway, suddenly, Louis was approaching me. For sure he's gonna say something important. I can see it in his face.

        "Zayn? Can we talk?" he said, I just nodded. My hearbeat was faster than it normally was. Stomach's twisting and I feel like I need to use the loo. "Sure,where?" I asked. I followed him inside where I saw Harry obviously piss drunk and cursing the television. 

        "What do you want to talk about?" I questioned. If this is about him being gay, I wouldn't be surprised.

        He took a deep breath before talking. "I slept with Eleanor". I gasped, I feel like I was thrown into a tub full of ice. "W-what?You slept with who?!" I asked. My voice was loud enough for everyone in this floor to hear.

        "I slept with Eleanor. Okay? We were drunk that night... you were there, you know? she called you and you're like on their porch. I'm sorry but I had to tell you this" he muttered.

        "While you were drunk?! You fucking know how Eleanor is when she's drunk, she cannot control herself! So you fucking inserted yourself inside her?! I can't believe you! You're my bestfriend Lou. Out of all people, I didn't expected you to do that." I snarled. He took a ffew steps back.

        "I-I told you,don't tell Zayn that you bonked his girl. I told you Lou!" Harry snarls. "And you knew about this?! What the hell Harry. How come you didn't tell me. I don't believe you guys." I huffed.

        "Hey, it's not like I wanted that to happen, I was fucking drunk that night too! I told him not to tell you that because I don't want this to be a big deal, and I don't want this to be the reason why we're breaking up" Harry hurls. He's piss drunk and half-naked, how can I take him seriously?

        "No... You think about yourself Harry. You're selfish. And you" I said, pointing at Louis. "You know how much I love Eleanor. Out of all my friends, you're the one who knows how much I love her. and you know I'll do everything just to make things work for us! But you shagged her!" I yelled before punching Louis.

        I don't want to do this, but I'm angry right now, I feel so betrayed. "Fuck you Lou!Fuck you!" I shouted as I punch him. Harry kept on pulling me, but he's too drunk to stop me so he went over to Liam's,that's when I stopped punching Louis. He had blood coming out of his nose.

        The next thing I knew, I was crying. "Fuck you... I trusted you man! Fuck you!" I cried. Liam's still holding me back. Harry and Niall was behind Louis,trying to help him get up. "I said I'm sorry!" he bit back. My anger was out of control. "So you think your sorry can erase what happened to you two? I loathe you!you twat!" I snarled.

        "What the hell happened?! Can somebody explain this to me?" Liam asks us. I glanced at Harry, who's mumbling something to Louis. "Go on, Harry. Why don't you tell Liam what Louis did to my girlfriend?" I said. I felt like im in a jury, and they made it seem like I'm the criminal here.

        "Louis slept with Eleanor almost five months ago! I told Louis to not tell Zayn, I don't want it to be a big deal, he agreed to that and five months later, Eleanor showed up!" Harry explained. "So you think they'll be okay with this? Harry!" Liam huffed. I can't believe Harry. But I can't believe that Louis fucking betrayed me.

        "It's my fault then?! I don't want any mess to happen in this band, okay?!" Harry snaps. Liam shouting back at him for being so dumb. Liam's right, keeping this a secret will just make things worse!

        "The only thing that I want is peace. I thought we have each others' back, lads. I am so done with all of you! I didn't even do anything... or anyone for this matter! And now you're all blaming me? Fuck. What did I do to deserve this shits? Fuck you all, I'm done with you" he snapped. Only Niall was caring enough to run after Harry.

        Minutes later, Gemma and Eleanor, who's probably going to sleep, came and asks what happened. Gemma was not surprised at all. "So you told him,Lou?" Gemma asks Louis, facing him. "Y-you know what happened?" Louis questions.

        Hello?! I'm right infront of you!

        "Y-yeah. I heard you and Harry talking back then. You can't love Eleanor, you know that she's inlove with Zayn.Same thing goes with him" pointing at me. "He loves Eleanor and you know that right?" Gemma mutters.

        "W-wait what?! You like Eleanor?" I yelped. Liam tightened his grip at me. Eleanor gasped, while looking at me and Louis. "I love her mate! Okay?!" he cries. wiping the blood on his chin. "You fucking slept with her and then you'll tell me that you love her?!" I dashed straight to him.

        "I slept with Louis? But you told me you didn't!" Eleanor innocently shouted. Liam's holding his head, he's probably confused right now. Well who wouldn't be? "I lied to you, okay? I don't want this to be a big deal!" Louis reasons out.

        "But it is a big deal! It's my girlfriend we're talking about! You're so infuriating! I can't even look at you right now! You betrayed me, man." I snapped before walking out. Eleanor and Liam followed me. Both of them are shouting my name.

        "Mate, please stop walking! We want to talk to you!" Liam shouts. "Zayn...I-I didn't know. I thought..." Eleanor says but I cut her. "You thought what? that you're perfect enough not to cheat on me? El... I don't want to look at you right now, either. Please go back to your room" I tried to stay calm.

        "You're not my father. And I'm an adult now so I can decide whatever I want to do. Now I want to talk to you!" she snaps.

        "No! I don't want to look at you right now. I'm disgusted! Liam, please take her back to their room. I want to be alone right now." I said before closing the door. I can still hear them outside, I can still hear Eleanor cry, Liam being a nice guy's obviously comforting her.

        Why do I feel like this is all my fault? When in reality, I did nothing but to wait for her.

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        Okay, I just had the same situation 2 years ago well,maybe not the same because sex is not involve. But it was really chaotic. I was like Zayn, really mad at everyone, trying to blame everyone for what happened. I'm telling you this, because It happens in real world... Ta, for now! xx vote and comment and suggest something if you like. I'd really appreaciate it.