Book 3 : Smooth Yet Dangerous Michael Jackson Fan Fic

Jayden

This was so hard. I was barely allowed to touch him, I can't breast feed him. They said he's improving a lot. It's been 3 weeks since I had Jayden, a week after I had him I was sent home. I cried that whole day because I couldn't bring him home with me. I was a mess and I couldn't handle it. I'm in so much pain from having a c section, I can't bathe myself, I can barely get up the stairs. I've been on pain pills and they help but I hate taking pill but I need them, this pain is unbearable. Michael has been taking wonderful care of me and I couldn't ask for a better husband. He's patient with me, I know this is so hard on him. It's usually me and him taking on the kids but now he's taking care of me and the kids. He's not use to this. I wish our life could be simple for a minute. Why couldn't I have a simple pregnancy, simple delivery and everything else. Just for a moment.

Michaels POV.

She is a mess. I don't blame her though. It's hard not being able to bring Jayden home with us. It's devastating. Shes loopy 80% of the time from the pain pills though so that helps a little bit. "Baby." She mumbled loopy from the pills. "Yes baby?" I asked as she laid on the bed, "I want a tummy tuck after this." She said. "What?" I giggled. "I want a tummy tuck!" She said louder with her eyes closed. I laughed, "Why?" I asked. "My belly is ugly." She said making a pouty face. I just giggled. "We'll talk more about it when you're not on pain meds." I told her. She let out a whiny sigh. She finally went to sleep, I know her having a c section is making this 10x harder. It seems painful.

Aubrey came into our room with a worried look, "I need mom." She said. "She's asleep babygirl, what do you need?" I asked. "I can't tell you, it's a girl thing." She whined. "You're not waking your mom so you have to tell me." I told her. She just started crying, "I need stuff daddy." She cried. "Like girly stuff?" I asked. She nodded embarrassed. I grabbed her arms, "don't be embarrassed to come to me babygirl. I love you and this is nothing to be embarrassed about." I told her. She nodded, "do you have stuff to last you till bill gets back with it?" She shook her head no. I sighed going into our bathroom searching for Ambers stash. after searching for 5 minutes I found a couple pads. "Here babygirl, bill is on his way." I told her. She hurried out the room. Man this is tough. Having to care for Amber and the kids is rough.

Eventually Amber did wake up, and she needed to eat. Thank god for Ashley, while I helped Amber get situated to eat dinner Ashley prepared her food. We try to not make Amber walk the stairs so we have a food tray in our room and she eats in the recliner in our room. I left her up stairs to go eat with the kids and get them ready for dinner. They were driving me crazy! They've been yelling and screaming all day, picking fights, wanting to disturb amber every 5 minutes. I'm here, mom is not on the clock right now. Just me. Amber has got to rest so she's better when Jayden gets home because her and I both know she's going in full mommy mode when he comes home.  "Dad! Aubrey just said a bad word!" Ben hollered. "No i didn't daddy! Ben said the S-H-I-T word!" Aubrey hollered. "Daddy! I'm hungry!" Harmony cried. "Dad! She's such a liar!" Ben hollered. That's it. I've had enough. "Stop it now! God damn it! With your mom being bed ridden I need you two older ones to grow up! I need your help and you guys act like this? I can't believe you guys. I'm really disappointed in you guys." I told them. "Dad" Aubrey said sad. "Just go sit down. I don't want to hear a peep out of any of you. Dinner homework bath then bed." I told them. Ashley served us and it was silent. "We're sorry dad." Ben said I didn't reply. I was very upset with their behavior today. They have been fighting all day. "Michaelll." Amber cried out. I sighed as I got up from the table. "I can do it Dad, let me." Aubrey said getting up, trying to be helpful . "No, she needs her pain meds. You can't be handling those." I told her going up stairs. Amber was holding onto the bed as she tried to get on it. I lifted her up helping her into bed, "You need your pain pills baby?" I asked she nodded. I gave her the meds and grabbed her a water. She took the pills. "Michael come here." She requested. I sighed, exhausted. I walked over to her and she waved me bring my head closer. She grabbed my face kissing me multiple times. "Thank you for taking care of me. You're the best husband and father." She smiled making me smile. "Thanks baby." I said kissing her.