Amber

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AMBERS POV******~~

Being in a room filled with people you dont know is scary. Every one was looking at me like they'd known me. I was relieved when i saw Michael. It really creeped the fuck out of me when those kids called me mommy. I'm 19years old. I dont have kids? and wheres my brother?!

Is this some type of sick joke? We did not get engaged 8 years ago. and apparently i gave birth? What the fuck is going on?! I mean i do kind of hurt down there.... What the hell. I started to cry as Michael pulled me into his chest. Everyone else left the room.

The doctor shined a light in my eyes and checked my temperature. Then started to ask me question.....

After all the questioning, i got the 'real' answers. I live at a ranch, with my husband michael, 3 kids and im 27?

I just want my brother. I want him to hold me and tell me this is all a dream. but no one will tell me where he is.

" Wheres Levi?" i asked, knowing somethings wrong.

" Do you really want to know, and go through all that pain again?" he asked.

I started sobbing, '' I just want me brother." i cried. Michael hugged me tight. I felt myself shaking. I was so scared. i didnt know anything. After a while of Michael holding me, calming me down He asked me if i wanted to see our baby girl. My mind wanted to refuse but my heart was eager to meet her. I nodded my head. He kissed my forehead then left. 5 minutes passed and he returned with a infant and 2 young kids.

The two young kids sat on the couch and Michael place the infant in my arms. when my eyes met hers. All my worries went away. She was beautiful.

" Oh my gosh." is all i could say. She was perfect. She yawned a bit then sticking her tongue out.

" This is our baby?" I asked surprise Michael and I created something so perfect. "Yep, Harmony Katherine Jackson."

" Do you want to meet the other two?" he asked I nodded quickly wanting to meet the other perfect creations Michael and i made. Michael took Harmony,placing her in a carrier. He picked up the other two.

" This is our oldest, Aubrey Anne Jackson, . Shes 4 years old." he said I reached for her wanting to hold my first born baby girl. I placed on my lap carefully examining her. I noticed as her lip quivered and her eyes filled with water.

" Awh, dont cry. Come here." I cooed, holding Aubrey tight.

" You scared me mommy." she cried.

" Im so sorry baby girl. Mommys just having a little bit of trouble remembering things.

Being introduced to your own kids is hard. I can see it in Aubrey and bens eyes they want their mommy. I'm trying my best to mother them. I mean it's coming a little easier than I though.

Now the breast feeding, no way! can't believe this shit. this is so weird to me still. doesn't it hurt?
As the nurse helped me which was weird as hell having some random chick touch my boob. but I knew I had to do this for the baby and Michael. once we got Harmony to feed, it wasn't that bad. Michael sat next to me on the bed. he had his arm around watching harmony. my eyes met his, he kissed me lightly

"I love you." he whispered. those three words warmed my heart. I felt like as long as he was here everything was going to be alright.

Harmony finally finished eating she fell asleep in my arms. Her little fingers held onto my pointer finger.

" What was it like when we found out I was pregnant?" I asked

"Well.... it was a miracle. I got back from touring that day. you kept throwing up and you wouldn't tell me why. then eventually you handed me a long black jewelry box that had a pregnancy test in it. I was so happy.... I couldn't believe how easy and fast it was this time. you were crying....happy everything was finally right. " he said as he reminisced.

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