Book 3 : Smooth Yet Dangerous Michael Jackson Fan Fic

Finding Peace

We got up and dried off. He let me wear his t shirt and I got a clean pair of panties. I felt his hands grip my waist pulling me to the bed. "Michael. No." I said. "Just one more night. Please. It's the only thing I ask of you out of this." He said like a lost puppy. I sighed and got Into bed with him. He wrapped his arms around me, resting his forehead on mine. I held his face, "You know I'd never hurt you on purpose." I whispered. He nodded. He brushed my hair out of my face. "You can't leave this bed till I wake up." He told me. "Why?" I asked confused. "I wanna wake up to you one more time." He said then kissing me. His kisses always made me go weak. I moaned into his mouth. He got on top of me taking my panties off then my shirt. He took his time with me the whole night, nice & slow then he'd be rough and passionate.

I laid on his chest out of breath, covered in his and my sweat. He kissed my forehead. "What else do you need." He asked. "I just need enough money for a small house & to take care of the kids, like food and stuff. Till I get a job." I said. "Amber I dont-" "I'm getting a job." I stated. "Fine." He replied. "We'll share Ashley?" I asked. He nodded. There was something still bugging me, something I need to know. I got on top of Michael. He held my hips, "You're ready to go again?" He giggled. "Possibly. Still trying to decide. But I have a question." I stated. "Okay, what is it?" He asked. "And I want the truth Michael. No matter how ugly it is. I want the truth." I said sternly. "Okay, what is it?" He asked. I took a deep breath. "We're you having sex with Lisa?" I asked. He groaned covering his face. "I never had sex with her." He said. They did something though. "You never kissed her?" I asked crossing my arms.   He sighed, "she kissed me." He said. "Anything else?" I asked. He wasn't saying anything. "Michael." I said. "I don't want to talk about it" he groaned. "I deserve to know." I said. "Fine fine.... She..... She gave me a bj." He said. "And you let her! I can't believe you!" I hollered. "I'm sorry, it just started to happen and I didn't know how to stop it! I swear I didn't even enjoy it!" He said sitting up while I was still in his lap. "How does it just happen? She just drop to her knee and pull down your pants?" I hollered. "Yeah that is basically what happened." He said. I rolled my eyes. "That's still cheating." I said. "It was just a bj!" He said. "Its Oral SEX. You gave her a part of you that was only suppose to be for me. No one else. How would you feel if I let some guy eat me out." I said. I could see his face turning red with anger. "See, it didn't even really happen youre mad." I said throwing my hands in the air. "Okay I get it. It started off just harmless flirting then I guess she took it serious. I mean when she kissed me I told she could never do that again then the next day the bj happened." He said laying back down. "I could literally choke the shit out of you right now then choke her." I said. " if I would've done this you would've beat the shit out of me." I added. "That's not true" he replied. "Remember the way you acted when that doctor gave me his number?" I said. He rolled his eyes. I just stared at him, I could never deny how sexy he is, I am gonna miss the sex. "What?!" He said with a attitude. "Tell me what you like about me. Truthfully." I demanded. He stared at me for a minute then sitting up, "okay, let's start off with looks then your personality..... I love your curls especially when they're messy, your green eyes just make me go weak, your smile is perfect.... your boobs are the perfect size not too big, you know I'm an ass man. I love your stretch marks." "But they're so gross!" I said. "I like them, I feel like they make you real. They're from carrying our babies and I love that. And you've also got a fat ass and sexy legs." He giggled. "Okay and I love that you're all natural. No work done. You barely even dye your hair or get your nails done. I hate when you wear makeup. Now your personality.... You drive me crazy, you tell me how it is, you're passionate, you put everyone else before yourself, you were realllyyyy hard to get, you always have a weak spot for me..... I love how passionate you are during sex, that's why it's always making love and never just fucking. When you get mad it really turns me on. I could literally go on." He said. I could feel him getting hard from talking about sex. "Your turn." He said. I laughed. "Like you need a bigger head." I said. "The media and the groupies can say whatever, what you think is what really matters." He said sitting up then started to kiss my neck. "Okay, I love your curls especially when they're messy." I giggled. "Your jawline is so sexy....  your chocolate eyes melt my heart. I love your crooked smile, you have a cute little butt." I laughed. "I love you abs and chest....." "What about my dick?" He laughed. "Hush you know I love it." I giggled against his lips. I kissed him, "Its like I love all parts that hate about you too." I admitted. "But when your happy and smiling it's contagious, I love seeing you be a dad to our babies and for taking Ben in like your own. I always have this fear that he wouldn't be treated the same but sometimes I forget I didn't birth him. I love when were in a good place how passionate you are with me, I love the way you kiss me.... I love the way your body feels against mine." I moaned against his lips. He lift me up and placed me on his dick. I moaned as it slid into me. "I know this isn't gonna change anything, but I love you so much and I will always love you more than any woman in my life." He said looking me dead in my eyes. "I love you too Michael but you've beat me, left me and cheated on me. How is this fair to me? I'm gonna miss these moments too but the bad moments cause to much damage that the amazing moments can't even fix." I said. He nodded, "You're right. But you knew how fucked up I was when you married me both times." He said. "I didn't think it's go this far." I said. He looked at me like I was stupid. "Amber, I use to beat the shit out of you." He stated. "Right." I said. I started to raise up and down on him making him groan. "Fuck." He cursed. I kept at that motion till he flipped me over, taking control. I dug my nails into his back nearly screaming from pleasure. "Can we still have sex even though were not together?" He pantted. "No.... We cant." I said through my moans. He leaned down kissing my neck then lips, "Why not. We both have needs." He asked. "Why don't you just go fuck Lisa." I said with an attitude. He grabbed my arms pinning them down, and slapped the side of my thigh making me yelp. "I don't want to fuck Lisa. She's like a fucking open door. Easy access and probably loose. I like fucking my wife because you were made for me and I was made for you. You can divorce me all you want but were made for each other and we'll always come back to each other. We're our own special type of fucked up." He said while pounding the shit out of me. "You're the fucked up one!" I cried out as I was getting close. "That maybe but your fucked up for loving me." He grunts. I came hard, as he still held me down. One last thrust and he released inside of me. He collapsed on top of me. "You sure you wanna give this up." He said Referring to the sex. "I'm sure as he'll gonna miss it." I replied out of breath.

I woke up to kisses on my neck then my cheek and all over my face. I groaned, pushing him away. "Let me sleep." I said. "Your mom wants to know when your gonna pick up the kids." He said. I huffed, Opening my eyes. "We should both go pick them up." I said. "Okay, well go get dress and whatever else. I'll go get the car." He said.

I got up and washed my body off then got dressed. I went down stairs to grab a quick bite to eat then met Michael outside. "Think we can get out without the paps following us?" I asked. "All we can do is try." He said.

Some how we managed to get out without the paps following us. We took the long way to my mom's to enjoy being out and seeing California. We eventually did get to my mom's after 2 hours.... I knocked on the door then Miles let me and Michael in. "Daddy!" Harm hollered running to him. He picked her up hugging her. "Hey babygirl." He said kissing her cheek. The two older ones made their entrance into the room. Ben was obviously still made and Aubrey was just surprised we came here together. "You guys ready to go home?" I asked. "No I wanna stay here." Ben said. "No you're coming home. Go get your stuff." Michael told him. "No." Ben said. "Ben, listen to your father now." I said sternly. "He's not even my real dad and your not my real mom!" He yelled then running back down the hall. Well ouch...... that hurt. Michael put Harm down and went after him. "Michael-" "No he's not gonna act that way." He said pissed following him. I quickly went after then both just to make sure it didn't get out of hand.

They were in the guest bedroom. Michael grabbed Ben and out him on the bed. "You don't speak to me and your mother that way, you hear me.".  He said mad. "You aren't my real parents!" Ben yelled. Michael was trying his best to control his anger. "You know what, you wanna go meet your real mom? See what your life could've been like?" Michael asked. "Its probably better than living with you guys!" Ben cried. "Fine, let's go visit your real mom." Michael said. "Michael, no!" I said. "No he's thinks we're so bad, let's show him what his life would've been like. There's a reason We got out of there, let's show him." He said. "Your leaving for your tour tomorrow." I stated. "I'm pushing it back a week." He said grabbing Ben and walking out of the house as Ben cried. "Girls let's go." I said hurry g then out the door. "Thank you mom. I really appreciate all you do." I said Hugging her then leaving.

We got in the car and Michael was pissed. "We can't just take him to brooklyn. What are we gonna do with the girls?" I asked. "We're leaving tonight. Ashley will watch the girls for a couple days and then we'll be back and I'll spend 3 more days home then I'm off to the tour again." He said not even looking at me. "Fine. But I don't think this is a good idea." I said crossing my arms as he drove us home.
Michael was off talking to Ashley about her pay and whatever else as I pack our bags. "Mom." Aubrey said sneaking in my room. "Hey babygirl." I smiled. "So what's going on?" She asked sitting next to me. "Well were taking Ben-" "No with you & daddy." She said. I took a deep breath, "me and daddy had a very long talk last night. We are getting divorced but were on good terms. He understands why I'm doing this but me and daddy will always love each other. We just don't think we're the best pair. We still have details to go over but were all okay." I told her. "Good. I don't like when you guys fight." She said. Michael walked in the room. "Yeah and we see it was hurting you guys and that's why we had a long talk last night. We're gonna do better." I said. "We're gonna do a lot better babygirl." Michael said picked her up tickling her. "Ahhh! Dad!" She laughed. "Come take a nap with me before I leave." He told Aubrey. "Okay." She giggled cuddling him. I went and got Harm and threw her in bed with Michael. "Daddy!" She squealed. "Come here monster." He giggled pulling her to him. "Daddy are you & mommy separating." Harm asked confused. "Ben told her." I said. "Okay.... well me and mommy are gonna live in different houses, and we were not gonna be married anymore and stuff like that but were still a family." He said. "Oh okay." She smiled. I just laughed. "Just take a nap Harm." I said. As they napped I went and checked on Ben. He sat on his bed, mad at the world. I sat by him, "will you please talk to me." I begged. He shook his head. "Will you just leave me alone." He grumbled. "No because I love you." I said rubbing his back. He stood up and walked out. I got up and started to pack his bag..by the time I got everything packed it was almost time to go. "Michael, wake up. It's almost time for us to leave." I said shaking him. "Mommy nooo!" Harm whined. "Alright, I'm up I'm up. Come on girls." He said rubbing his eyes.

"Nooo!" Harmony cried as we were leaving. Michael held her, kissing her head. "We'll be back babygirl." He told her. "Good going Ben." Aubrey said mad at him. "Shut up!" He said shoving her. "Mom why can't we go with you?" Aubrey said disappointed. "I don't even wanna go. It's not safe and it's already bad enough were going." I told her kissing her forehead.
"Bye daddy." Aubrey said Hugging Michael. "Bye babygirl. I love you guys." He said kissing both their heads.