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"Are you kidding! And your just telling me!" I yelled at michael.
"Baby I'm sorry. I just hate seeing you guys be sad before I leave."
"So you tell me the day before you go on tour for 6 months? You can go explain this to the kids I don't even wanna fucking look at you!" I shouted furiously as i walked out of the room.
I went down v stairs and helped with dinner. I heard Michael call the kids into the living room. 10 minutes later Harmony came crying to me. "Mommy!" She cried. "Awh baby what's wrong? " "Daddy is leaving!" She cried. " I know baby." "I'm really sad mommy." She said. I held has she cried. Michael walked into the kitchen. "Harm don't you want to watch Atlantis with us? " he asked her. "No! I'm mad at you." She said. "Why baby? Daddy has to do this. " He asked reaching for her but she turned away, holding onto me. "You suppose to tell sooner. Now we have no time with you daddy!" She cried. "I know baby girl. I should've but it's just hard seeing you guys like this." He said. She finally crawled into his arms. " Amber?" "Nope, I'm cooking dinner." I said. "I'm sure Ashley can handle it. " He said. I shrugged. "Harm go in the living room while I get snacks." She did as told. " Your really not gonna spend time with me before I leave?" He asked hurt. "If you wanted to spend time with us before you left you would have told us sooner. So obviously spending time with us isn't by our top priority." "Oh here we go again. Making me look like a bad husband and father." He groaned. "You just make stupid choices and mistakes when it comes to us. " I answered. "You what forget it. Excuse me while I go make more stupid choices and watch a movie with my kids." He said. "Bye." I replied.
We sat at the table in silence. The kids were sad and i was hurt. "Do you have to leave, Dad." Ben asked. "I'm sorry buddy but yes." He replied. "I hate when you leave daddy. " Aubrey said.
"I hate leaving to baby girl." He replied
"Then why do you?"
"Brings in money, helps sales, i get to see my fans." He listed off.
The rest of dinner was silent. I did dishes with Ashley then put Harmony to bed. The 2 older ones were laying in our bed with michael. "By the time I get out the shower, you guys need to be in bed. Okay?" I said. They nodded. I took a long shower then got out. I heard the kids scrabbling out of the room. I got dressed and brushed my hair. Michael was half way asleep. "Still mad? " he asked I ignored him. "Well you can ignore me for the next 6 months too if it helps you feel better. " I glared at him. I cut the lights the laid down and went to sleep.
He was packing all of his things with the kids by his side. "Where are you going?" I asked. He took a deep breath. "I'm leaving you. I'm a terrible husband, why should we be together? " he asked. I started shaking my head. "No! You can't leave me again! I'm sorry!" I cried. "Mom were gonna live with dad." Aubrey said as Ben and Harm nodded agreeing. "No! You can't take my kids! " I cried. "None if us wanna be around you."Michael said.
They started walking out the door, I grabbed Michael "baby don't do this! I can't go through v this again! " He shoved me away. "I should've never came back. You aren't worth it." He said. "Michael don't! " I screamed.
I started shaking "Amber! amber!" Someone whispered
I jumped up. "Oh my god." I said holding my chest. "Baby are you okay?You kept yelling my name. " Michael said. I collapsed into his arms. " You were leaving me again and the kids were young with you." I said. " I told you I wasnt ever leaving you again baby." He said. "Your a good husband snd father I swear." I said .
"Thank you baby. I love you." He said. "I love you too baby." I said kissing him. He rolled ontop of me. " make love to me." I begged. "I've been dying to. And I've got a condom." He said smiling. We kept kissing for a while, eventually his hand began to wonder and found their why into my panties. "Remember being in the Caribbean. I got to please you everyday." He groaned then pulled his pants off. I nodded as I took my shirt and every thing else off. I heard him put the condom on. He pressed his tip to my clit making me moan. "Who's the man?" He asked slapping My clit with his dick. I moaned "Oh you are baby!" He smirked then thrust roughly in me. His hands covered my mouth, trying to contain my moans. No matter how many times we fuck, i never get use to it. "Who's the fucking man !"He grunted.i opened my mouth to speak but he pounded back into me so only moans came out. "Oh fuck!" I moaned. He gripped my hair, "you are Michael! Your fucking man! " I cried out as i came. Shortly after he came.
" that was great baby. " He said it off breath. I nodded, "I don't v think I'll be able to b walk straight tomorrow." I laughed. "That was my goal. " He smirked. I pushed his arm playfully. He wrapped me in his arms. As the silence over came us I realize I will not see my husband for 6 months straight. Tears swelled up in my eyes as I hid my face in his chest. "Baby don't cry." He said soothingly. "Why can't we go with you?" I asked. "Because it's to much stress on you and the kids have school." He said. "So I'm going to be stuck home alone for 7 hours everyday and have to sleep by myself everyday for 6 months then you come home for however long then I have to do it again."i cried. "I'm sorry baby. You'll have Harmony home with you though." "Oh great I get to a year having a 4 years old as my friend. Your gonna be gone for christmas, thanksgiving, father's day their birthdays, valentine's day." I cried. " Its my last tour I swear. After this I'm done with touring. I pinky swear." He said holding out his pinky. We interlocked our pinkys. "Will you smile for me baby?please?" I shook my head. " baby-" "Michael stop. I'm not going to smile because I'm not happy okay? You told me last time dangerous was your last tour but now your doing a history tour." He looked defeated. " I don't know what you want me to do or say." "Its not what you should do its what you shouldve done. You shouldve never done another tour this big!" I exclaimed. "Your never happy with anything I do." He stated then turned around turning the lights off and laying down. "That's not true." I whispered. "You act like it is." He spat. I pulled him to lay on his back. I cuddled up to him, laying my head on his chest. " I know this is hard but we're gonna be fine." He said kissing my head. "Okay. Promise?" I asked. "Promise." He said then kissing my lips.
Everyone was crying. Harmony was attached to michaels leg. His bags were by the door and we were waiting for Bill. Then his horn honked. Harmony started crying louder. Michael held her rocking her, "don't leave daddy! Take me with you!" She cried. Aubrey and Ben did the usual. They grabbed his bags and helped him load up. Harmony was in my arms, she finally began to calm down. "Give me a hug Harm." Michael said. She reached for him. "Please don't go daddy." She begged. "I have to baby.ill be back before you know it." Aubrey and Ben hugged him and said I love you. He looked to me, he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight. I buried my face into his neck as the tears began to pour. " I love you so much baby." He said. "I love you more." I cried. He kissed me passionately. "Ew" said the kids.
" Don't say ew, it's love." Bill giggled. "Yeah love is gross." Ben said. "Promise to call me everyday?" I asked. "Of course baby." "Michael time to go." Bill said. We said our final goodbyes then he was gone.
It's only 6 months right?
6 months isn't that long?
......
But That 6 months seemed to change everything.

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