Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

You've taken a part of me

I don't know how long I had been walking, my mind was so filled up with thoughts time had probably flown away a long time ago. At some point the rain had started pouring but I didn't really care or take any notice to it. My shoes were soaked and so were my jacket and clothes. I had just kept walking. I noticed people looking at me worried and just with sad looks on their faces.

I don't know if you can run out of tears, but I certainly haven't.  I wasn't sure if I was walking towards Jungkook or just freedom of some sort. Even though Jungkook had lied to me and hurt me once again, I really didn't care anymore. I just wanted him and I to be togheter. All I felt without him was pain, and I wasn't strong enough to live like that.

after only walking straigh ahead for the longest time, a bridge came into view on the other side of the road. It was already very late so there weren't a lot of car on the road. I quickly ran across the road and walked up onto the sidewalk of the bridge. I crossed my arms over my chest and started walking over the brigde.

The streetlights lit up the road, and mirrored in the water underneath the bridge. I stopped halfway across turining to look at the view from where I stood. I leaned my hands against the cold railing, the rain hit my already cold skin sending shivers down my spine. The city looked so quiet and peaceful, everything my life wasn't.

I looked around, hoping to see a familliar face, maybe just a person, another lonely person, but the roads were empty. I felt so numb, the tears had stopped and any other feeling than pain had dissapeard from my body. It was a sharp pain, in my chest, more placed in my heart.

Jungkook was probably long gone and would never come back if he acually did leave, and I can't live with that. I've already done that for two years and it was hell.

with no tought in my head and an empty feeling inside of me, I raised my leg and placed it over the railing and continued with the other leg as well. I placed my already wet jeans on the cold and wet railing sitting on the egde.

there wasn't a want to jump, it was just that if I did fall, it would all just stop. Caine would leave Jungkook alone, the boys wouldn't have to take care of me and I would hurt anymore. I had no one that would miss me, both my fahter and mother were dead and Jungkook had left, Hoseok was a liar. what did I live for? No one lived for me, I didn't live for anyone.

I sat looking at the water flowing down the river, the city had fallen silent and it was just me and the world against each other.

I wasn't scared, I had no feeling left. I moved further on the egde, taking what I thought would be my last breath.

But a pair of strong arms placed under mine, dragged me of the railing and down to the ground of the bridge. reality set in and I realized what I had almost. I looked up at the man who dragged me out of my death.

It was Jungkook.

tears streamed down my face out of happiness this time. I swung my arms around him jumping into his arms.

"you didn't leave" I sobbed.

"Celina, what the hell are you doing" he said hugging me tightly.

"You didn't leave" I said once again.

"I could never do that to you" Jungkook also now crying into the crook of my neck.

"why would you even try doing this to youself?" he asked moving me away from him, and he looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"I thought you had left once again. I can live without you Jungkook" I sobbed looking down on the ground.

"I have nothing Jungkook, Just you, and you left" I sobbed.

"I promise to never leave you. the last two years without has been the biggest mistake of my life" he said placing his cold hands on my cold wet cheek.

"I forgiven you for all of it" I half laughed tears running down my cheeks looking at Jungkook.

"I'm so sorry for hurting you like this" he sobbed avoiding eye contact. I moved closer to him, placing myself on his lap, still sitting on the cold ground on the street.

"Just never leave again" I said lifting his face up to mine.

Jungkook gave me a peek on the lips before taking my hand and standing up.

"we need to get the hotel and change, we're both soaked" Jungkook joked, I nodded in agreement.

"where were you all day?" I asked looking up at him.

"I was out getting new clothes for the both of us" he explained, I felt pretty stupid for all my thoughts from previously.

"and just walking around. I was thinking about the right things to say, and what I could do so you maybe would forgive me" he said in a sad voice his face fading from happy to sad quickly.

"you were gone for two days" I said. had he been out for two days?

"I had a lot to think about" he joked.

We walked a bit further ahead, his hand placed in mine as the rain was still hitting our wet clothes. Nothing had felt right until now. I was mad, he had lied to me but I also knew that without him in my life, I was lost. Knowing how he felt made me feel less crazy, even though what we had been trough was more than crazy. A few people I had seen previously looked at, walking towards the bridge, saw me walking passed them with Jungkook. they recognized me. I gave them a smile of reassurance, and they smiled back.

We both stopped outside the hotel doors.

"Did you want to jump of that bridge Celina?" He suddenly asked as we stood under the streetlights cold and soaked.

"I don't know. In that moment I didn't care anymore. I thought you were gone" I started feeling a bit of sadness filling my body.

"You've taken a part of me, and without you and that part of me, I'm lost" I explained.

"I'm so sorry you were so hurt, you were willing to end it all. It all my fault." He said with sadness in his voice and tearful eyes.

"It's all complicated" I joked lifting his head up.

"And I like it that way" I joked tears now running down both our cheeks.

"I love you Celina" Jungkook's husky voice echoed like a dream in my ears. Both the rain and streetlights reminded me of the first time those words passed our lips.

"I love you too" I said smiling at him. His cold hand landed on my cheek, sending excitement through my body. His body moved closer to mine as his soft lips meet mine. In such a short time it had all gone back to where it all started and nothing had ever felt this right. In the middle of the street in the pouring rain, stood a gang leader with the woman he loved and somehow that woman was me.

A/N
I wanted so badly to get this chapter out yesterday, but that obviously didn't happen. I'm going to update liquor tonight btw, so look forward to that.
If you want to see more of my Jungkook creations, I just uploaded a very emotional imagine on my YouTube channel. The link is in my bio! (Remember to vote!)