Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

Do it! Kill me!

Jungkook p.o.v

What had I done, and more importantly would I ever get her back. Celina just didn't understand why I had to let Bugsy keep her safe. It was infuriating to think I couldn't be the one who kept her safe and that I couldn't be with her in this situation. It wasn't a good time for any of us. I just wanted Celina to feel happy, safe and live the life I knew she was longing for. I had really done it now and I don't know if she will ever look at me the same way. I really had fucked up and I knew I couldn't ask for her forgiveness because I didn't deserve it.

It had been twenty four hours since she left and I hadn't slept or eaten anything. I had been torturing myself with the thoughts of what can happen to Celina while she's with that crazy motherfucker and on top of that I was being eaten alive by the guilt. I regretted letting Bugsy take Celina so much I didn't know what to do with myself.

I sat in the sofa with a glass of whiskey in my hand. I looked up at the ceiling with a slight blurred mind that I had finally achieved with a few glasses of whiskey. The low sound of a person in the kitchen made me grunt to myself. I was already angry with myself and seeing Hoseok right now would make it all worse. I closed my eyes shut hoping he would leave and go back up stairs to continue whatever he was doing.

"You can't beat yourself up for this" his stern voice said coming from a few meters away. My eyes snapped open as I heard his voice. I turned my head towards him and looked at him for a few long seconds.

"I think you've said enough" I snapped at him and taking a sip of my glass filled with alcohol.

"I only gave you an idea of what was best for her" Hoseok argued. I let out a loud sigh sitting up and turning my body towards him.

"You put the worst and most stupid idea in my head. I'm not sure what you're trying to do to Celina, but if you're trying to ruin her and us, then you're doing a great job" I said raising my at the end of my sentence. I clenched my jaw knowing Hoseok would talk back to me and it would make me even more pissed.

"We both know I only want the best for Celina" he argued and I quickly stood up from my seat.

"I was the one that looked after her and made her feel better when she cried over her dead boyfriend that wasn't even dead!" He said harshly looking at me with anger all over his face.

"If you think you're so close to her then why doesn't she want to talk to you anymore?" I questioned him knowing it was none of my business but knowing it would make him more pissed.

"What does that have to do with this?" He asked trying to make me look stupid for bringing up the obvious facts.

"Let me tell you why she doesn't like you as much as she used to. You've hurt her more than me. You've betrayed her, betrayed her trust, you've lied to her and now you've given her away like a bad Christmas gift" I spat at him feeling all the anger rush trough my body.

"You did all of those things as well! Don't blame you're fucked relationship on me!" He yelled at me.

"The difference between you and me is that you came up with the ideas for all of these fucked up things. Good luck with being friends with her after all of this" I said ending this fight and walking off.

In the corner of my eye I saw Hoseok pulling up a gun from his jeans and pointing it at me. I stopped and turned around to him. I let out a chuckle looking at Hoseok pointing his gun at me head.

"Do it" I said at the obviously hurt and angry Hoseok in front of me.

"Do it! Kill me!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

Hoseok looked right at me with his finger pressed lightly at the trigger. His hand was shaking and his eyes were filled with tears. I looked at him with a blank face. He debated with himself but his hand fell down and so did his head.

"Thought so" I stated harshly before turning and walking away. I knew he didn't have the guts to do it and I knew he was only angry and wouldn't actually kill me.

I walked down the hall and into the room Celina had stayed in just a day ago. She was gone again. she was out there without me and I didn't know what was happening to her. I had once again hurt her and I needed to fix it.

I pulled the phone out of my pocket and sat down on the bed. I looked trough my contacts. Suga's name came up and I quickly called him up. After a few seconds of silence he answered.

"Hi man, what's up" Suga's voice echoed trough the phone.

"We've got a situation" I said blankly.

"What's going on?" He asked suddenly very focused.

"Get the other boys and come to Hoseok's house. I've fucked up and we need to fix it. Now!" I said making Suga hang up. I knew he was already calling the other guys and I knew they would be here in a second. It was time to fix everything and make it right again, not only for me and Hoseok but so Celina could live a happy life again.

A/N
I think this is my favorite chapter so far. You guys wanted drama so I hope this was enough drama for a chapter, but more drama is coming don't worry. (Remember to vote!) I thought this chapter got posted yesterday but I just realized it hadn't been posted, sorry about that!