Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

Is Jungkook alive?

After a long drive from the hospital we made it to a few houses in the middle of now where. Since they were in the middle of no where,  I guess that was the for best for us. The houses were small, and made out of brick like most houses in hot environments like the one we were in. Me, Hoseok and Suga stayed in one of the houses,  the other houses seemed to have been abandoned. The other three boys traveled to the city a few hours away.

On the outside the house seemed like it was in very bad shape, and I was worried that we had to sleep on the cold floor but luckily for me the inside surprised me. The inside looked to be pretty new. A hallway with a staircase leading to the second floor, It had brick walls all over the house put they were painted grey. chandeliers hanging from the ceiling hanging in every room. A wall separating the hallway from the living room. The living room had a nice TV and a  also a sofa, a small working place with a desk and chair stood besides the sofa with a window above it. A nice kitchen, three bedrooms and two bathrooms, one bathroom at the first floor and one on the second floor. The seconds floor was just a long hallway with three doors leaning into the three different bedrooms.

Hoseok helped me out of the car and into the house. I had spent most of my day in bed, but I had to walk around to see the house. Hoseok and Suga spent the day talking to people on the phone and being on their computers. They had to keep up with were the other boys were and reassuring each other that the people that were after us were long gone.

I hadn't stopped think about what the nurse had said to me before Hoseok and the other boys ran into the room. And I had been overthinking what I saw the day at the car accident so much that now I wasn't even sure what I had seen. I laid in my bed feeling sad and disappointed. I actually thought for a second that Jungkook had saved me, and when nothing else pointed to the same thing of course I felt disappointed. It had been two years  since he died, I had missed him so much, that now I had now probably started to see him everywhere. Maybe I was going crazy, or maybe I had just hit my head a little too hard. My door creaked open and a familiar face peaked trough.

"How are you doing?" Hoseok asked stepping inside my room and closing the door behind him.

"I don't know I feel a bit beaten up I guess" I smiled at him.

"I'm sorry I wasn't in the car with you when it happened" he said his smiled fading, as he sat down at the edge of the bed.

"You couldn't have stopped it from happening" I said sitting up.

"But you wouldn't have been alone in such a scary situation, I'm sorry Celina" he said as his head fell low avoiding my glance.

"Hoseok, don't beat yourself up over it ok? It wasn't your fault, and I'm alive so it all good" said half laughing trying to reassure him. He look up at me and gave me a smile. We sat in silence for a few seconds, and a question creeped out in my brain and I wanted to ask Hoseok so badly, but I couldn't. He would think I was going crazy, I thought I was going crazy. I looked at Hoseok wanting so badly to ask, I said the question so many times in my head, I trusted Hoseok, maybe he would say something to make me feel better. At some point the question had been said so many times I my head I asked it out loud.

"Is Jungkook alive?" I asked and wanting to take the question back right away. Hoseok snapped his head up to look at me with sad eyes. He sighed and tried to figure out what to say a guess.

"Celina" he sighed.

"I saw someone carrying me out of the car when it flipped and-" I started.

"Stop!" Hoseok said in a loud and harsh tone. He sat up from the bed and placed his hands at the back of his head turning away from me.

A few quiet seconds passed and the air in the room had quickly changed.

"Can you just answer my question?" I said looking down at my hands who were fiddling with the bed sheets.

"You know the answer to that question!" He yelled making me jump. Why did he so quickly become so angry by this question?

"No I don't, not anymore" I said in a low voice. Hoseok turned at walked towards where I sat, with harsh steps. He was about to say something but the door the room opened and Suga stood there. When I made eye contact with him his eyes looked at me with a worried look.

"What?" Hoseok asked harshly.

"I got an update from Jimin" he said.

"I'm coming" Hoseok answered back. Suga closed the door and Hoseok turned to me again.

"You you hit you're head hard that day Celina" he said blankly before walking away from the bed and towards the door.

"If you're so sure he's dead than just say it, say it out loud for the world to hear!"'I yelled just wanting to hear it, so the questions in my head would stop. He placed his hand on door nob and looked at me.

"It's not that simple Celina" he said before walking out of the room leaving me with more questions than ever. What was he holding back? He was there the day Jungkook died? It's not only been hard to move on for me, I know it's been hard for him as well but it seems like he's holding something back.

A/N
Happy new year! Is anyone getting what I'm trying to get at yet? 😏 I may update liquor later tonight btw. (Remember to vote!)