I sat by the dinner table waiting for Bugsy. The dinner stood ready and I waited for him to come back into the room so I could finally eat something. The table was a dark wooden one and it stretched across most of the room. Some great food was placed on the table and I couldn't wait to get the chance to eat some of it. I sat in one end and Busgy would be sitting on the other end. Kai stood in the middle of the room by the wall. He was standing straight with his arms falling besides him. He looked out in the room blankly.
I wondered what Jungkook was doing. Had he told the other boys that I was gone? Had he tried figuring anything out? In a way I missed having Jungkook and the others around, they were the one ones in my life and I can't deny I missed having familiar faces around. I also missed the feeling of a familiar bed. The bed here was nice but not safe and home like the bed at Jungkooks house.
"Are you thinking about him?" Kai asked making my head turn his way.
"Yes" I answered with a small smile on my face as the thought of Jungkook flashed in my head.
"Why?" He asked confused. I wondered why he took such interest in my love life and why he didn't understand why I was with Jungkook. Was it that hard to believe?
"Have you ever been in love?" I asked him curiously and full of wonder of why he couldn't understand why I still cared about Jungkook in any way.
"N-no" he stuttered out moving his eyes down to his feet.
"When you're in love Kai, you want to do anything and everything for the person you love. You try to look passed their flaws and try to look at their beauty passed what they may have done wrong, and what they may do wrong in the future" I explained with a stupid smile on my lips.
"Do you still love him?" He questioned me not taking in anything I had just said.
"You can't just turn your love for another person off" I explained looking at him with soft eyes.
"You didn't answer my question?" He said once again with a blank face. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. The doors to the room opened and in came Busgy. He had two wine glasses in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other.
"Sorry doll, I had to take a phone call" he explained with a grin on his face.
"You know I have a name right?" I said looking at him with judgmental eyes as he walked towards me.
"Yes I know, but I choose to call you something different" he explained placing the glass in front of me. My body stiffen up when he got closer. Everything about Busgy made me get into defense mode, like I was ready for him to attack me or something.
"Why is that?" I asked as he poured the wine into the glass.
"Someone else is supposed to call you by your first name, I don't think I've earned that right yet" be explained walking away with his last wine glass and wine bottle.
"But enough of that. How has your day been?" He asked like it was a question he asked everyday.
"Good, I guess" I responded confused to why he would care.
"Have you gotten the chance to get to know Kai at all?" He asked taking a sip of his wine.
"We've spoken a little" I responded taking some of the food over on my plate with slow motions.
"Good" he responded with his eyes on his plate. I looked at Busgy for a few seconds. It was strange that he acted like I lived here with him and that he was actually interested in my day. He gave you the feeling that you could be comfortable around him but also that he could attack at anytime, it was quite stressful being around him.
"Have you heard anything from Jungkook?" I asked taking a sip of my wine. Bugsy's fist slammed into the table making me jump and the liquid in my glass move.
"Let's not talk about him tonight" he said with a very harsh and stern voice with his fist still glued to the table. His head hung low and the look of him made me terrified.
"Sorry" was the only words that I was able whispered out into the room.
"Jungkook has given you to me and you're mine now. Get used to being here, because you're going to stay here for a long time. You better get used to it" Bugsy stated with head slightly tilted up and his eyes barely looking at mine from his head hanging low. I moved my eyes down on my plate pushing the food around on with my fork. I wanted to cry, so badly but I didn't want to show Busgy I was weak or that he had any affect on me. I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried holding on to the last bit of hope I had left, that I was going to get out of here and get a chance at a real life.
A/N
A bit of a shorter chapter. Didn't have a lot planned for this one but I have some great plans for the next one that I'm really excited about. (Remember to vote!)
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Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU
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