Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

I'm going to lose her

Jungkook p.o.v

I knew what I had said had hurt Celina. Not just by the way she was looking at me but because I knew she loved being back to what she called home.

"Where are we going?" She asked in a low shaky voice.

"Not out of the country. For now, just to Hoseoks house" I explained and she looked down at her feet probably blinking away her tears. I hate when she cries.

"I'm going to go and pack a few things" she said and walked with her small feet towards the staircase leaving me in the thick and uncomfortable air. This is all my fault.

Celina disappeared behind the wall as she walked towards the bedroom. I must say I was impressed by her. She really kicked Bugsy's ass. I didn't know she could do that. I guess she had learned something from being here with me. But still she was hurt and it was again because of me. This whole evening was ruined.

I reached for my phone from my back pocket. I scrolled trough my contact list trying to find Hoseok. When I found his name I quickly called him up. A few seconds of silence and he finally picked up.

"We're coming to your house in a few minutes" I explained sternly not caring if it fit his schedule or not.

"What?" A low sloppy voice said form the other side of the line.

"Bugsy came and tried kidnapping Celina" I explained sick of how slow he was acting.

"Oh shit. Is she ok?" He quickly asked suddenly waking up.

"Yes you piece of shit. She is fine. She kicked his ass" I said quickly.

"What?"

"Not important. We can't stay here so we're coming over to you in a few minutes. Be ready and wake the fuck up" I said harshly and hanging up.

I turned to see Celina standing oh so quietly with a small suitcase besides her. She was looking down at her feet.

"Is everything alright?" I asked knowing she wasn't but still wanting to ask.

"Doesn't it seem like every time we try doing something for us, something or someone tries to ruin it" she said looking up at me with teary eyes and biting down at her lip.

"I'm sorry Celina. It's just that in my world you don't live happy ever after. You're lucky if you even live at all" I said truthfully walking up to her. I stopped a few centimeters away from her.

"I'm tired of running" she said making my head ace a little. A tear ran down her cheek when she looked at at me. I wiped it away with my finger looking at her with sad eyes.

"I'm sorry Celina" I said feeling bad for doing this to her. If I'd had it my way we would end all of this and leave it behind. We would live somewhere new and start a life without worry. But it's just not possible. You don't get out of this life easy. The only way out is by death. I've already tried that and it didn't work out very well.

She looked away shaking her head.

"Shouldn't we get going" she said trying to escape the situation.

"I guess" I responded watching her walk away towards the garage. I sighed and followed her.

Celina stood besides the door in the garage leaning against the wall. I looked around to try deciding on a car. A car that wouldn't be easily recognized as mine. My eyes landed on my black BMW I hadn't driven in years. I walked to the wall besides the door where the different keys hung and grabbed the right key. I gestured to Celina to follow me and she did. We walked over to the BMW and I opened the door for her and she quietly sat down in it. I placed the suitcase in the trunk and sat down in the car myself.

Celina didn't say anything on the way to Hoseok's house. I was scared she was regretting being with me. It was a very rushed thought but how could I not think that way. She was tired of all of this. She was tired of running and I understand that, but I can't do anything. Not right now. We had to get rid of Bugsy and everyone else and that wasn't a easy task. Maybe when we get to Hoseok he can talk to her. They're good friends and it seems like Celina likes to talk to him about these kinds of things.

The road was empty. The only thing along the road were big houses, streetlights and the little patches of snow left on the sidewalks. We pulled up to Hoseoks house at the end of the street. It looked like it always had. A light brown wooden house with big windows and a big driveway. I stopped the car close to the front door. Celina quickly got out and I followed. She walked right up to the front door and rang the door bell. I looked at her with a half confused and half worried look as I pulled her suitcase out of the trunk. Hoseok opened the door and gave her a hug. Celina didn't seem to respond to the hug like I thought she would. She didn't seem as happy to see Hoseok as I thought she would.

I walked up to the house with Celina's luggage in my hand.

"Hey man" I said approaching Hoseok.

"Hey, is Celina ok?" He asked looking inside the house at Celina sitting on the couch looking out in thin air.

"She is tired, I think" I explained stepping inside the house.

I placed the luggage down on the floor and threw my jacket on the hanger besides the door. We both walked into the living room. The roof was high with a big lamp hanging down from it. It was a very cozy house and I admired Hoseoks taste.

"You need to explain what's going on" Hoseok said sitting down in a chair next the couch.

"I think so too" Celina said quietly.

I knew she would get mad when I explained. She wouldn't focus on the fact that I didn't take the deal, she would focus on what Bugsy said and blame me for it. Shit. I'm going to lose her.

A/N
I know I said I was going to update more often, but I Just was busy and uninspired. I hope to update more this week 😅 (remember to vote!)