Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

Can we run just one more time

Jungkook p.o.v

Finally Celina was back with me. She was by my side again, how it's supposed to be. She hadn't said much since we got in the car and she didn't seem as happy as I was when I laid my red on her back at Bugsy's house, but I convinced myself it was only because of shock. She was sitting in next to me in the car looking out of the window while I tried concentrating on the road. It had started raining heavily and the rain hit the car with more force than I had expected it to. Celina didn't seem to mind or even think of the fact that it was raining, not that rain is an important thing to think of. I just wanted her to think of easier things than what was most likely going trough her head.

"Are you alright?" I asked glancing over at her. She turned her head and looked at me for a few seconds.

"Stop the car" she suddenly said sternly. I looked over at her again confused.

"What?" I asked hoping I had heard her wrong.

"Stop the car" she said once again with a harsher tone. Her hand went to the door and I quickly swung the car to the side of the road scared she would jump out if I didn't. I stopped he car and turned to her with panic over my face.

"What are you doing! Are you crazy!" I asked frantically. I had no idea what she was thinking or what she was trying to do but right now Celina was scaring me. She looked at me with a blank face and opened the car door. My eyes where glued to her as she stepped out and into the night that was attached by rain. I followed her ending up almost on the road while doing so. I went around to the car where Celina stood now soaking wet by the rain hitting her clothes and hair.

"Celina What is going on with you?" I asked looking at her panicked.

"I can't go back" she said in a low voice looking down at her feet.

"Go back? Go back to where?" I asked confused.

"Back to the house, back to the old us" she explained and I felt like I had taken a bullet to the heart by her words. She had obviously had a lot of time to think and decide while she was gone, something I was both happy and scared of.

I let out a sigh crossing my arms over my chest. I had so many thoughts in my head but no words to say out loud.

"Jungkook I can't go back to the lies, secrets and the running" she explained with a shaky voice as she was on the verge of crying.

"I can't do it anymore, I'm exhausted" she said. She fell down onto the ground with her hands and knees on the wet ground. I slowly sat down beside her not caring if my pants got wet or not.

"I want to be with you, but I can't run forever and I can't live in your house like a locked up princess" she continued and I knew that this was words right form her heart, and that she had used a lot of time thinking about sayin them.

"I'm a person not a thing. I need to be free, explore and live" she said looking up at me with a tear rolling down her cheek. I felt a lump in my throat and right now I wanted to cry with Celina.

"I'm sorry Celina" I said and with those words a tear rolled down my cheek as well but I didn't fight it, it felt good to be able to say it and mean it.

"I shouldn't have dragged you into this life. If I hadn't come into your houses and taken you away that day, you would still have your father and friends-" I started frantically apologizing knowing this may be the last time I would speak to Celina. But Celina grabbed my face with her small hands making me look right into her caring tearful eyes.

"Never apologize for meeting me, I would never want to change that. I want to be with you, but I don't want to be locked up. I want to be a part of your life not on the side of it" she explained and for the first time we understood each other in a totally different way than before, and I wanted to make it all different. I wanted her to have a life, a life she wanted to live and the fact that she wanted to live it with me made me feel like the luckiest man alive.

Her small hands fell from my face to her lap as she looked down again. We both were soaked by the rain and Celina shivered my the cold air.

"Can we run just one more time, but to a place we can celebrate us and not run away and hide. I don't want to hide anymore" she said with tears sparkling in her eyes like the thousands of stars shining over our heads.

"That sounds like the life I want to live with you" I said truthfully giving her a small smile.

"Can we go home and talk about it, I don't think the side of the road is the place for planing a trip" I joked making her let out a small laugh. I stood up helping Celina up on her feet as well. I placed my finger under her chin and lifted her face up to mine.

"Have you forgiven me yet?" I asked just wanting her to say yes. All of my bad decisions had been eating me up and I needed her to say that she would forgive and forget.

"A very vice man once reminded me that love is about looking past the bad things the one you love has done" she started.

"But I do think that forgiveness comes along when that person has earned it" she said with a faint smile. I looked at her surprised by her words. She opened the car door again and jumped in closing it behind her. I was left in the rain thinking what an amazing and strange girl I had found and how lucky I was and how stupid I was for almost ruining it all those times.

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