He taught me what love is

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After my dinner with Bugsy I was still a bit shaken up by his words. The rest of the dinner was for the most part silent with only a few words being spoken between us, and it was just simple yes and no questions. After dinner I said goodnight to both Busgy and Kai and went back to my room to get some sleep.

I woke up to the sun shining trough my window, which made me feel the only positive feeling I've had since I arrived here I went down into the kitchen to grab something to eat. The chef in the house asked if he could make something for me, but I declined. I had gotten so use to simple and easy breakfasts so that's what I continued to eat, even when someone offered me something different.

I sat on the terrace with the view of Bugsy's land. It looked like it was supposed to be a farm but the farm was never built. It was just land as long as the eye could see. I was used to the city and I wondered how someone was able to find such a place right outside of it. I ate the last of my breakfast and enjoyed the view and the sun.

"Good morning Celina" Kais voice said behind me as he walked out on the terrace.

"It's passed twelve so it's afternoon, isn't that how it works?" I asked looking up at him with a small smile as he stood beside me blocking the sun.

"I guess so" he commented with a small smile on his face. Kai was actually the most fascinating person I had meet in a long time, he didn't seem to understand the feelings that people normally found to be a everyday thing.

"What do you want to do today?" He asked. I let out a small laugh, what is there to do?

"What can we do?" I asked looking up at him waiting for an answer to a difficult question.

"What ever you want, just stay on this land" he answered wanting me to make a decision. I looked at Kai thinking of what to do. We could sit here and talk but I also wanted to look around this land so maybe go for a walk would be nice.

"Can we do for a walk around the land?" I asked hoping for a yes but not thinking it would happen.

"Sure. Let's go" he said gesturing me to follow him. I quickly got up and followed him leaving my empty breakfast plate behind.

I was only wearing thin pajama shorts and a hoodie and sneakers, and it was only early spring but the sun helped keeping me warm as we walked along the land. The sun had been shining over the whole land so all the snow had melted. We walked along the grass besides the forest right besides the house.

"Are you doing ok after last nights dinner?" Kai asked looking at me with his hands in his pockets.

"I'm doing alright. I would probably be better if I wasn't here" I shrugged turning my eyes to look at the grass.

"Where would you want to go if you weren't here?" He asked and I could tell he was looking at me waiting for and answer, but I didn't have an answer for him. I don't know where to go or where I belong anymore.

"I'm not sure" I answered truthfully placing my hands in the pockets of my hoodie.

"Not back to Jungkook?" He asked sounding surprised by my unsure answer.

"I don't know" I said letting out a nervous laugh feeling like I should have said yes, but I really didn't know.

"You said when you loved someone you see them for both the good and the bad they've done and try to get passed it" Kai started and I was wondering where he was going with this and I only nodded as he continued to talk.

"Won't you forgive Jungkook for the bad things he's done?" He questioned and I felt a sting in heart. He was asking a hard question.

"Kai, Jungkook has done things that you wouldn't believe, both good and bad" I explained not really giving a real answer but wanting to end the subject and move on.

"Like what?" He said and I felt an immediate lump in my throat.

"Well we meet for the first time when he kidnapped me from my home" I explained with a small laugh at the end of my sentence.

"And he made me be his maid. And he actually hit me once. He killed my ex boyfriend and he was also one of the reasons my father died, not that I really cared about my father" I explained strangely calm and unbothered.

"He also pretended to be dead for two years while he knew I was crying over him everyday and hurting" I explained feeling myself almost tear up.

"And now he has given me away" I said under my breath still not over that part.

"What about the good things he's done" kai asked and I looked up at him. He gave me a worried but caring smile wanting me talk about the good times as well. I let out a small laugh as I tried thinking positively.

"Well he took me on some amazing adventures and showed me parts of the world I never thought I would be able see" I explained with a smile creeping up on my face.

"He taught me what love is and how it can change you, for the better" I continued.

"He would do anything to make me happy and keep me safe, but he's just not sure how to do both at the same time" I sighed shaking my head blinking away the tears that had suddenly blurred my vision. Kai stopped and turned to me, I stopped as well looking at him waiting for him to say something.

"I'm going to help you get out of here" he said and I looked at him confused immediately getting nervous.

A/N
I know the timeline here is not perfect but just pretend it is ok? 😂 I'm not sure what to do with Kai, is he a keeper? and if so what should I do with him? (Remember to vote!)

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