Dangerous II {Jungkook} AU

At least look at me

There is nothing left to worry about the sun and her flowers are here - Rubi Kaur
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The next day it didn't take long before Jungkook had planned our trip to Thailand. He told me we were going to leave in two or three hours and that I had to be ready as soon as possible. The only thing about this that made it a little less exciting was that the other boys also had to go with us. I love all the boys but I wanted just me and Jungkook to go somewhere together but right now it wasn't possible. There were still people after us and we had to run, just one more time.

I packed my suitcase as soon as I woke up. Jungkook had already packed his stuff and was probably already ready to leave. After packing I went downstairs to eat some breakfast. I only ate some cereal. While I ate my breakfast alone Jungkook, Tae and Jimin ran around in the house talking or more whispered about something I couldn't make out. I looked at Tae and Jimin who stood my the door with nervousness and excitement over their faces. They looked at me a few times and said something to each other, they looked like teenage girls who had just been let in on a secret for the first time.

"We're going out to buy something, important" Jungkook stuttered stumbling into the hallway with his jacket half way on.

"Hoseok is out shopping for clothes. he can buy whatever you guys need on his way home" Suga yelled from the couch in the living room and I nodded at Jungkook. They all froze for a second looking at each other for something.

"No I don't think he can get this thing for us. I think I need to be there for this thing" Jungkook said knowing what he had said didn't make sense. He shook his head and walked towards the door and swung it open. He quickly made his way outside and both Tae and Jimin followed. What the hell are they up to this early and why are they acting so secretive.

In the door they were meet with Hoseok who looked at them surprised. Just by the look of Hoseok I got sad. I wanted to forgive him and talk all of this out but he couldn't even admit his wrong doings and I couldn't even look at him the same way as before.

Jungkook and the others left and Hoseok stepped inside with bags from different clothing stores on his arms.

"Did you find some clothes?" Suga asked walking out of the living room and into the hallway.

"Yes I guess so" he said with his eyes on me. He looked sad seeing me. He placed the bags on the floor and Suga walk over to them and pecked inside. Hoseok looked at me and opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. I let out a sigh and walked with my bowl of cereal to the sink.

"I'm sorry" Hoseok said suddenly and I heard him moving towards the kitchen. I wanted to run away and hide but instead of doing any of those I stood frozen by the sink.

"I am Celina, believe me" Hoseok said now standing besides me looking down at me. I pretended he wasn't even there, just because I didn't know what to say anymore and I knew if I looked at him I would probably cry.

"Please Celina. At least look at me." He pleaded. I bit down on my lip to try to hold myself back. I placed the bowl down in the sink and looked passed Hoseok where my eyes landed on Suga standing a few meters away. He had his hands in the pockets of his jeans and the hood of his hoodie over his head. He looked at me with pain in his eyes over how desperate Hoseok was and how I couldn't forgive him. I didn't even want to think of what he was wanting to say.

"What do I have to do to make you forgive me or just look at me" he asked hopelessly. I felt myself wanting to cry. I hated this but I just couldn't get the right feelings or words out. My body was shaking just by how hard I was tying to hold back my tears.

"I don't know" I whispered out and a tear rolled down my cheek as I looked down not wanting to meet Hoseok's eyes. I closed my eyes shut shaking my head and even more tears ran down my cheeks. Sobs fell from Hoseok as well and he didn't know what else to do in this situation then to just place his arms around me and pull me into a tight hug.

We had gotten so close when Jungkook "died". We had shared to much and we had helped each other so much. We had been so important to each other and now it was all coming down. Those two years of only having each other and being so important to each other was tearing apart as we stood there in each other's arms. I sobbed into Hoseok's chest feeling hopeless. We didn't know what to do and we didn't know how to fix each other. Maybe trying to fix each other was our first mistake and now after trying to protect each other from every danger, we were standing in the most dangerous situation of them all. in each other's arms, hopeless.

A/N
Not trying to bum anyone out with that last part more trying to fill the last four/three chapters in before the grand finale. Sorry if this was boring and too short 😅btw I'm sick rn so please forgive me for not having enough life in me to write longer 🙏🏻😄