I would love you in any life

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What stronger than the human heart? Which shatters over and over and still lives. - Rubi Kaur
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I laid down the bed in my T-shirt and fresh brushed teeth. Jungkook was still in the bathroom getting ready to go to sleep. All the boys had left and the house had been silent ever since. I think my head is full of thoughts and Jungkook knew that, that's probably why he's being to quiet. He's probably letting me figure out my thoughts. I like this new understanding each other and talking about it all thing we've agreed to.

I pulled the covers up to right under my shoulders. I looked at Jungkook walking out of the bathroom besides our bed. He walked towards me with a smirk on his face. He laid down and pulled the covers up laying his head on the pillow facing me.

"What did you and Tae talk about?" He asked with a faint smile on his face.

"Just casual stuff" I responded looking into his dark brown eyes.

"Like what?" He asked curiously.

"He told me to follow my heart" I said making Jungkook look at me slightly surprised.

"That doesn't sound just casual to me" he said letting out a small chuckle. I looked at him with a smile admiring him as he laid in front of me.

"What did your heart say?" He asked looking at me in a way that made my heart flutter.

"Well it said a lot, but one thing that I think you'll like that it said was to forgive you" I explained biting down on my lip as I finished my sentence seeing the smirk on Jungkooks face.

"Well I think your heart is very wise" he said jokingly.

"I think is only joked about the forgiving part" I teased. Jungkook looked at me for a few seconds and I let out a small giggle. Jungkook grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him making me squeal.

"Really, What do I have to do to earn the forgiveness then?" Jungkook said with a husky voice looking down at me with his face inches away from mine. His grip was still tight around my wrist. His touch and this whole setting made tingles run trough my whole body.

"Well right now I think it would be very easy to earn it" I said looking at him with a cocky smile. He lifted his brow at me.

"I love you Celina you know that" he chuckled moving his grip from my wrist to my waist moving me from laying down to sit on his lap with him underneath me.

"When did you know?" I asked landing on his lap.

"Know what?" He asked rubbing circles on my upper thighs were his hands were placed.

"That you loved me" I asked again and he looked up at the ceiling with a smile on his face letting out a sigh.

"I think I knew already the first time I kissed you" he explained looking back at me with love in his eyes and a soft smile. My whole body warmed up by both his words and the look on his face.

"Really?" I said surprised.

"I also knew when I was willing to do anything for you, when I was willing to die for you. I knew that you weren't just any girl, and I knew that I loved you" he explained making my whole body fill with excitement.

"When did you know?" He asked me and I looked at him trying to think back.

"I guess I hadn't known what it felt like to love someone, but when you said it to me the first time I realized that the feeling I had towards you was love and that I did love you, more than anything and anyone" I said with a stupid loving smile on my face looking down at Jungkook.

"Would you want to meet me in a different life, where things would be different?" He asked suddenly more serious. I moved off his lap and sat down besides him instead. I knew he so badly wanted to change the way things were. He probably thought I hated this life but in reality I didn't mind most of it only the running and the way it controlled us at times parts of it.

"Jungkook I would love you in any life. I don't care if your job is this or the opposite, I just want you, nothing else" I explained hoping it would ease his mind. His hands landed on my arms tugging me slightly down wanting me to lay down besides him. I followed his moves laying down with my back turned to him as he tugged me into his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.

"If I could change this, I would have met you back in your home town, and we would go on our first date going to the movies" he started and I giggled at his fantasizing.

"Then we would go many dates and we'd be together for years, buying a house together and let life happen as it should" he continued his his face resting on my shoulder.

"Life will happen Jungkook" I reassured.

"Where?" He asked making me furrowing my brows in confusion.

"Where?" I asked not understanding what he meant.

"Where do you want to go for a last time as we talked about" he said suddenly changing subject.

"I don't know, where would you want to go?" I asked really not having a place in mind.

"Well I always wanted to go to Thailand" he suggested and I smiled to myself.

"Thailand sounds great" I responded. Jungkook pulled even closer and kissed the top of my head excited. I giggled at his actions. Finally things felt right and it would all maybe work out and we could try to make a life, a life without having to run away.

A/N
Oh my lord only five chapters left of Dangerous. I promise the ending will be amazing and you'll all shit your pants, Great! (Remember to vote!)

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