Lilith.

Chapter 7 - Lies of Alexander

Lilith -

Its been a week since I was told the news about my real heritage, who my real parents are, I was named Lilith after all so that was one thing my auntie, or should I name her the monster did not change. I was glad about that, I would have hated to have a different name because then I would have felt completely lost.

" Hey baby cheeks" I turned my hard gaze to see Caius strolling into one of the palace's reading rooms. " Call my baby cheeks one more time and you won't have any cheeks left, or a life" He threw his hands up in surrender but made his way over to sit on the window ledge with me.

" How are you holding up?" This is the first time since the day I got here that Caius was asking me how I felt about everything that I was told. " Surprisingly I feel like a lot was answered" I said giving a sigh at the end, Caius didn't reply indicating that I was to proceed on. " Well, I never truly had a bond with my mother and father, I had some resemblance to her but to him ? I had none. I never understood how I could be such a powerful werewolf with a human parent. Now though, I actually feel comfortable in my own skin, I feel like I finally know who I am and I feel ten times stronger now that I know my true heritage" I never once looked at Caius in the whole time that I was speaking. " To be perfectly honest with you, the relationship that I have gained with my real parents is nothing like I felt before, I feel like this is something I was deprived of for many years and the most amazing part of this situation is that it's only been a week, and I feel like it's been an eternity"  I felt like laughing so I gave out a hearty, warm filled laugh. " Dem will get it though for not telling me sooner" I winked st Caius and it was his turn to laugh. I was still mad at my brother for not telling me about everything from the beginning.

" Well the twins will be to your disposal... how is erm, how's the shower?" I looked at Caius slightly confused, surely he would know what the showers here are lik ? " I meant the dick face, Alex" I have no words for this idiot, absolutely no words. " Caius for fucks sake stop calling him a douche" I laughed at my cousins choice of wording, Caius and Caspian never failed to make me smile.   " The same old, Caius, sleeping with that slut most likely" Caius growled knowing that Alex sleeping with another will cause me discomfort.

I curse you Alexander.

--- 1 week later -----

Alexander -

She's been gone for two weeks now and I couldn't do anything to stop my wolf from feeling as anxious as he was. I couldn't lie to myself, I was feeling pretty anxious myself as much as I didn't like having any ties to that human.

She is not a human !!!

I blocked my wolf out, he's been a pain in the arse ever since I rejected Lilith. Thinking of her name gives me undeniable feelings that I had never felt before, no name, no girl ever made me feel the way I felt when I thought of Lilith, not even Emma.

That's because she's not your mate.

I once again blocked my wolf out but each time he kept resurfacing, how and why is still beyond me.

If you had accepted Lilith then you would have known yourself you imbecile.

I groaned making everyone that was in the kitchen turn their heads in my direction. " Are you okay?" Emma's hand touched my upper arm and I had to fight the urge to yank my arm away, I felt horrible, all I wanted to do is go and find Lilith but I knew that was my wolf side of me.

" Yeah I'm fine, just a little stressed and tired" Emma knew why I was stressed, she was no idiot she knew my wolf was pulling me to Lilith. But I love Emma and she will be the one to carry my pups.

Under my dead body.

Try me.

Don't think you can just do whatever you please, what kind of Alpha would you be without your wolf huh ? You know damn well I can easily leave and go onto live in paradise and serve the moon goddess. I don't have to be stuck here with an idiot like you.

I blocked him out once more.

" Son, I need you in my office" I looked up to find my dad walking towards his pack office. I looked down at Emma who had a scowl on her face, I smiled at her and walked after my dad.

" What is wrong with you?" I spun around to look at my dad who was sat behind his desk. " I don't know what you mean" I replied walking over to the seat opposite him. " You've been extremely distant for the past two weeks, have you and Emma been arguing ? It's not normal for mates to be the way you two are" I snapped my head up towards him. " What do you mean ? Me and Emma are fine" I lied, we were not fine and I hated that thought, I wanted us to be fine, I wanted to feel the same way towards as Emma as I felt towards Lilith.

" Son, I can tell you're lying to me" I looked up at my dad, I was searching my brain for any kind of excuse I could use to get myself out of this conversation. " Emma isn't your mate is she" I snapped my full attention towards my father, does he know about Lilith ? Has any of her pose said anything to my father ? They couldn't have could they? If they had told my father, that means something must have happened to her which would mean it would be my fault because why else would they tell him?

" Who is it son?" I searched my dads eyes for any sort of clue as to tell me he knew who it was. " Why would you think that?" I asked him, my voice was shaky. " I can tell, when I met your mom I was like a lost puppy, I cherished the ground she walked on" he chuckled, he still cherishes the ground she walks on " and I couldn't bare to have her out of my sight. Emma was gone for a whole day yesterday and you wasn't rigid, or anxious about her you was rigid and anxious about something else. Don't you think I know my son?" I looked at my dad and sighed, he was right.

" You're right" I whispered loud enough for him to hear. " Who is she?" He asked me again, this time more gently. " A human from high school dad, I couldn't have a human as a mate! I'm meant to be an Alpha for gods sake how can a human lead a pack with me? I just had to reject her" I put my head in my hands, all this mate malarkey was making me stressed more than I should be.

" To say I'm not disappointed that you rejected your mate is an understatement Alexander, your mate is the person who will complete you. I hope for your sake you haven't made a complete mess of your life and at least have the decency to let Emma meet her mate before you complete any mating processes. Alex human or not, she was born for the Luna position" it was easy enough for him to say, my mom has always been a strong wolf, he was never paired with a human as a mate.

A werewolf.

My wolf growled in my head causing a headache to make its way to surface.

I curse you Lilith.